BeingMyself

It's just so easy to not think.

It's easy to ignore the voice in your head that's screaming out, trying to get you to do the right thing.
It's easy to decide to run away from your problems.

It's not easy to think.

Thinking leads to confusion.
It makes you question yourself, your morals and life in general.

But just because It's easy doesn't mean it's right.
It's easy to ignore the feelings of people around you.
It's easy to gossip.
It's easy to go around doing whatever you want just because it "feels good."

 It's hard to think. 
 
Listening to the voice in your head
is hard.
Deciding to make the right choice even though it might hurt
is very hard.
Doing something not because you want to, but because you know it's what you need to do
really is incredibly hard.

Everyone knows that.

But even though they do, they still encourage doing the right thing.

“In the end you should always do the right thing even if it's hard.” 
― Nicholas Sparks, The Last Song

“Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort. Remember Cedric Diggory.” 
― J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

“If it is not right do not do it; if it is not true do not say it.” 
― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

No one says that doing the right thing and thinking is easy.
 
But they still do it because

thinking and doing right, is the right thing to do.
 

So it's 12:00, 1/1/2013.

The only thing going through my mind right now is "he's kissing her."

fml.
 

Feeling incredibly happy and don't know how to express it?

Make good art.

Incredibly angry at the world or anything living in it?

Make good art.

Terribly sad and you don't know what to do cuz you don't wanna cry about it?

Make good art.

Bored out of your mind because you are a lonely old lady who's not a cat lady only because you found out that you're allergic to all animals with fur?

 

Make good art.
-me
 

Everyone has that friend who is perfect in every way.
She's fun, smart, hilarious, talented, kind, and drop dead gorgeous..
You love her to death because, come on, who wouldn't? She's flawless.
But at the same time, whenever you're with her you can't help making comparisons between the two of you. You see how every single boy looks at her, you see how everyone wants to be her friend, and you're jealous.
Jealous of the girl that no one can hate.

what's that say about you?

_{Keep your chin up, Gorgeous.
Someday there will be happiness again.}
 

When you try your best, but you don't succeed,
When you get what you want, but not what you need,
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep..
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone, but it goes to waste,
Could it be worse?

And high up above or down below,
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know,
Just what you're worth.

No matter how many times I say goodbye the feelings I get when I see you will never go away.
 

I've never been good with words,
well at least not the sweet kind.

 

"He can run faster than Severus Snape
confronted with shampoo."