BeingTrueWhileSomeoneIsWatchingYou

Status: i'm tired of feeling like i'm friggin crazy
Joined: August 29, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 213272
Gender: F
Phia / 15 / likeable / Lana Del Rey ~ all of my quotes are PaperLung's formats

Quotes by BeingTrueWhileSomeoneIsWatchingYou


tell me the story
of how sun loved moon
so much
he died every night
to let her breathe

 

surveys r gr8

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Phia
- Eye Color: hazel
- Hair Style/Color: blonde
- Height: 170 cm
- Clothing style: clean, minimalistic
- Best physical feature: ugh probably hair

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: mcr never coming back together, spiders
- Ambitions for the future: work in the fashion industry

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: omg not again
- What you think about most: him
- What you think about before bed: him
- You think your best quality is: probably helping people

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: singleee 
- To be loved or respected: respected
- Beauty or brains: both
- Dogs or cats: both omg

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: when it's necessary
- Believe in yourself: yes 
- Believe in love: yes 
- Want someone: yes

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: yes
- Done drugs: no
- Changed who you were to fit in: used too, not any more

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: black, white, green
- Favorite animal: lions
- Favorite movie: wound and turn me on damnit
- Favorite game: i do not know omg 

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: moNDAY
- Age you lost your virginity: didn't lol
- Does age matter: yes

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: funny, sweet, generous, lovely, sassy, fab
- Best eye color: hazel
Best hair color: brown
- Best thing to do with a partner: spend time with them

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: mcr
- I feel: numb
- I hide: feelings
- I miss: him and mcr
- I wish: mcr gets back together

Die

What is it to die
actually?

Is it the moment
your heart can't count no beats?
or the second when
you lungs are too tired
for oxygen to blow in?
The second your eyes are shut
for the very last time
and no light can reflect in them
no more

or maybe is it that
horrifying, scary
ugly, obnoxious
sad, unbelievable
time when we say your name for the last time?
The moment we say "goodbye,
I do not want to
bare with this anymore
the sound of your name
aches my heart
and this is for good"

I do not know
or ever will 
the number of people
who agree with the first
or opposed
the second

but i surely agree with the second
and with the tear in my eye
I say goodbye.

This is the moment you die.
p.p
When I met you
flowers started growing
on the darkest parts
of my black spitted soul
 

Pick five artists you love before reading the questions:
1.   My Chemical Romance
2.   Lana del Rey
3.   Nirvana
4.   Lady Gaga
5.   Frank Ocean

1) What was the first song you heard by 1?
I'm not okay

2) What’s your favorite song by 5?
white

3) What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?
saved my life basically, gave me hope

4) What are your favorite lyrics of 5?
and everytime cops pull me over
they don't ever see them

and

I'd put tints on my windows
but what's the difference
5) How many times have you seen 4 live?
zero, sadly.

6) What is your favorite song by 2?
Ugh, i don't know,there are many.
I'd lke to point off Ride, dmtd, Summertime Sadness, Radio, Lucky ones.

7) When did you first get in to 5?
a month ago... 

8) How did you get into 3?
I heard one song, and I got hooked.

9) What is your favorite song by 4?
You and I, born this way, speechless.

10) Is there a song by 2 that makes you sad?
Ride, Bel Air, Dark Paradise

11) What is your favorite song by 3?
Definitely Lithium.

12) Which song do you dislike by number 1?
Come on, how can you dislike ANYTHING about MCR?

loneliness


















 
i meant to write about it
but this empty space is all i felt
when you feel like letting go
hold on


he offered her the world
she said she had her own


 
There are 3 kinds of heartbreak


The first is when
someone is reckless with
your heart
and it breaks and it shatters
in ways
you thought it never could

The second is when
you break
someone's heart
because you'll never
know pain
like the type that has you
look into their eyes
but they look away

And the worst kind of heartbreak
is the kind that comes along
when you have to watch
the person you love
be happy
with someone else
 
c.p