BelieveAndLoveLife

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Joined: January 13, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 263245
Gender: F
Hey guys! My name's Jessica but you can call me Jess. I'm 14 years young and I blow out some candles on May 26th. i'm straight and single but no I will NOT flirt with you on here. I live in New York. Music is my life. If it weren't for music I wouldn't be here right now. I have anxiety, social anxiety, depression, and insomnia. I'm the girl everyone ignores. uses. forgets, replaces, or leaves. I have no life and I spend all my time on the interent. I love All Time Low, Sleeping With Sirens, Maroon 5, Ed Sheeran, any type of country music, Demi Lovato, and so much more. I'm a music kid who loves being in musicals. I'm not really into sports but I ski and snowboard. At first I'm that quiet, shy, smart girl but once I get comfortable around you I'm loud, outgoing, funny, and the total opposite of what I seem. I hate school because of the people. They're all assholes who hate me and don't care about me. The guys are terrible and don't actually care about anything but smoking, drinnking, and hooking up with girls. Then the girls make fun of everyone who isn't "perfect", dress like total sluts, act like they're better than everyone, and all they want is a hot boyfriend with a six pack or an eight pack who will have sex with them. But maybe it's like that in every school. Well as you can tell I'm an outcast. I don't really get along with people in my school because they have no common sense or logic. But that's just my opinion. Well that's all for now. Bye.

Quotes by BelieveAndLoveLife

So I'm getting yelled at for eating. Yeah you read that right. EATING!!! Then I walk in the door and I get in trouble for not saying hi loud enough. Honestly like what is this! Those are no reasons to be getting in trouble for!!!! Please tell me I'm not the only one that thinks that!!!
I don't understand why I can't be happy for five minutes without someone messing it up. Ugh when will something good happen to me for once?
I love how the first thing my mom does when she gets home is yell at me and call me a lazy piece of sh/t.
I'm ready to just end it all. No one cares about me and they don't want me here so what's the point? There is none. I just can't take all the pain anymore. I'm done trying. I'm just so done.
Reasons why I'm fat:
1) I eat when I'm bored.
2) I'm bored all the time.
http://z100.com/l/du5


Please go to that page. It'll really help me. Please?
”Home” is where you feel like you are welcome. Where you are loved, and where you feel like you belong.

Yeah definitely not the place I live. I'm not welcomed, I'm not loved, and I definitely don't belong here. I can't wait to leave this place and never look back. This place is killing me. The people I call my ”family” are pushing farther and farther closer to the edge. I'm gonna break and end up killing myself and they'll know it's all their fault.
I love sitting in math listening to people I used to be friends with talk about a fight their having with another one of my ex friends. Yup im sitting here laughing because I so called this. :D
I just want some guy to make me feel like there is a point to living in the he// they call my life.
Just because there is always someone suffering worse then doesn't mean your pain doesn't count or matter.