Status: Inactive 99.99999999999% of the time because I'm disgustingly doing nothing and going nowhere in life.
Joined: July 31, 2013
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 367839
Location: Auckland, New Zealand
Gender: F
My name is Motu, middle name Maria. Weird, I know.
I go through phases.
Right now, it's kpop and fanfiction.

Quotes by motz_ztom*

You have this amazing talent, where you can make me feel absolutely insignificant with just your words.
He said I'm too fat to be anorexic.
It's 2014, time for a new beginning!
Time to hype myself up for something good, be disappointed and then hate everything even more!
What do you do when he says that he's always liked you?
I don't know what to do and I feel horrible.
He NEEDS to like someone else.
And telling him nothing could happen between us isn't scaring him away.
What do I do?
Just watched Kanye West's Bound 2 (Explicit) music video.

Kanye West looks like the type that cries during se.x
I miss youAnd I feel like shixt because you probably don't think about me at allUgh. Ffs. I'll always be that stupid girl.
The one pining over people that'll never think twice about her.
Fxck that.
If I don't take a photo of my face at a certain angle, you'll see all my imperfections.
All the blemishes and scars.
The pimples, and volcanic looking zits.
You'll see EVERYTHING.
So, one day...
I'm going to print out a gigantic poster of my face.
All my imperfections uncovered. Everything out in the open.
Then I'm going to take a black Sharpie, and play connect the dots.
Because I'm thug.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Fugging pimple.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
Exactly $0.00
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"

Poor. HAHAHA, like my life choices.
4. Favorite country?
Great Britain. ENGLAND.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
My uh... Idek.
6. What is your favorite song on your phone?
Atm it'd have to be King For A Day - Pierce The Veil
7. What shirt are you wearing?
Off the shoulder black&white top.
8. Do you "label" yourself?
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
Idek. Those clunky school shoes.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
It's supposed to be bright, but I never open the curtains.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?

Idk them?
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching Arrow. 
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
"Here if your verification code -"
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
Down the road.
16. What's a word that you say a lot?

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
My mom.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
Kitten! My cat :P
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Um. None?
20. Where are you right now?
My sister's room.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
13 :)
22. Your worst enemy?
23. What is your current desktop picture?
The 11 Doctors and their catchphrases.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

Sister: "You of all people cannot say that,"
Me: "YES I CAN!"
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
A million bucks. Get my family outta debt -_-
26.Do you have a crush on someone?
27. The last song you listened to?
Burning Bridges (Acoustic) - OneRepublic
1. Last beverage = Coca-cola
2. Last phone call = Lastnight 
3. Last text message = A few minutes ago
4. Last song you listened to = King For A Day - Pierce The Veil
5. Last time you cried = This morning.

6. Dated someone twice = Yes. Big mistake.
7. Been cheated on = Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it= No.
9. Lost someone special = Yes.
10. Been depressed = yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up = Hell no.

12. Red
13. Black
14. Green

15. Made a new BEST friend = No.
16. Fallen in love = No.
18. Met someone who changed you = Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were = Definitely.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list = No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know (IN REAL LIFE) = HAHA, no.
23. How many kids do you want to have =As many as I can.
24. Do you have any pets = Yes.
25. Do you want to change your name? = No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Nothing.
27. What time did you wake up today = 5:50am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? = Watching Arrow!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = The Doctor Who Christmas Special and Sherlock Season 3!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Which one?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?= I wish I could communicate with my biological brothers and sisters.
32. What are you listening to right now = Buzzcut Season - Lorde
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Tom Hiddleston.. In my dreams. Okay, no.
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = The pimples on my fugging face.
35. Most visited webpage =
36. What’s your name = Motu
37. Nicknames = Mo, Motz, Oats, Momo.
38. Relationship Status = Too Insecure.
39. Male / Female? = Female.
40. Primary School = SMS
41. Middle School = SMS (Charter school)
42.Colleges = Avondale College
43. Hair color = Dark brown.
44. Long or short = Long.
45.Perfume (current) = Soap? HAHA.
46. Do you have a crush on someone? = I don't know.
47: What do you like about yourself? = My lips.
48. Piercings = Ears.
49. Tattoos = Lol, unfortunately no.
50. Righty or lefty = Righty :3
51. First surgery = Removal of my appendix.
52. First piercing = Ears.
53. First best friend = Nia, my ride or die chika. The one person who knows me more than I know myself.
54. First sport you joined = Soccer <3
55. First vacation = Samoa.
56. Eating = Chocolate.
57. Drinking = Nothing atm.
58. I’m about to = Cry again (lol).
59. Listening to = Still Sane - Lorde
60. Waiting for = The Fault In Our Stars film <3
61. Want kids? = Definitely.
62. Want to get married? = It's a nice thought. But I don't know.
63. Career? = Go into the media industry, change the world, then fugging rule it.

64. Lips or eyes= Eyes. 
65. Hugs or kisses= Hugs.
66. Shorter or taller= Taller.
67. Older or Younger= Older, but not too much
68. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneous.
69. Smart or good face = FUNNY<3
70. Sensitive or loud = Both.
71. Hook-up or relationship = Depends.
72. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble Maker.

73. Kissed a stranger = Never.
74. Drank hard liquor = Yes.
75. Lost glasses/contacts = Yes.
76. 'It' on first date = Definitely not.
77. Broken someone’s heart = Yes.
78. Had your own heart broken = Too many times.
79. Been arrested = Lol! No.
80. Turned someone down = Yes.
81. Cried when someone died = Who wouldn't?
82. Fallen for a friend? = Yes.

83. Yourself = Depends.
84. Love at first sight = No.
85. Heaven = Depends.
86. Santa Claus= No.
87. Kiss on the first date = No.
88. Angels = Castiel<3 Lol yes.

89. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = NEVER.
90. Did you sing today? = Yes.
91. Ever cheated on somebody? = No.
92. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= 1970's.
93. If you could pick a day this year and relive it, what would it be? = Maybe Thursday 12th December. Only if it's good though. But here's to hoping.
94. do you have one certain regret that you wish you could change more than anything? = Yeah. 
95. did you like this survey? = Yes.
My mum is constantly yelling at me and telling me how much she wishes she'd drowned me as a child. I feel so loved...