BitterSweet57

Status: i don't even know anymore
Joined: August 23, 2012
Last Seen: 5 years
Birthday: May 5
user id: 326881
Location: Australia.
Gender: F



 

i've only got problems and no solutions.

Michaela|16|Australia
I'm stubborn, clumsy and a little bit awkward.
I laugh when I don't know what to say,
I get my words mixed up,
I get distracted easily,
I'm always thinking,
And I don't trust people very often.





 



 

Quotes by BitterSweet57



I always make up scenarios in my head and wish they'd come true.
I make up whole stories and hope with all my might that they'd become my reality 
and when they don't I feel gutted. But I still do it anyway even when I
know that later on it'll cause me pain because for just a second,
one tiny second, I was actually happy thinking about something that would never happen.


 



I just like to be left alone sometimes,
no I'm not angry, no I'm not sad,
I just like to be alone.


 


It would be too easy to
say that I feel invisible.
Instead, I feel painfully visible,
and entirely ignored.

 
 
 



When nobody has cared
for so long, it's hard to accept
it when someone finally does.

 
 




My parents think they know me.
They don't.
And the thing that scares me most is them finding out.


 
 




It's like I keep having to remind you
over and over again that I'm still here.



 
 




Sometimes I get so far into my head,
I forget anything else exists.

 
 



I'm trapped inside my mind,
and lost at the same time,
because I can't find a way out,
no matter how I keep searching.
 



There were things I wanted to tell him. 
But I knew they would hurt him. 
So I buried them, and let them hurt me.
 



The worst part about
it all is that I have to go 
back there tomorrow 
and pretend that 
everything is fine.