BlueEyedNobody

Status: Power is being told you are not loved- and not being destroyed by it.
Joined: October 14, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 334608
Gender: F

Call me Ellieson.
My birthday is on June 2nd.
I love France and french songs, but beside that I listen Beyonce, Ed Sheeran, 1D, The Fray, Alicia Keys, TFC, All Time Low and Adam Lambert.
My role models are Marilyn Monroe and Miranda Kerr.
My favourite colour is pink, but I love the way red, black and white look together.
I watch The Vampire Diaries, Pretty Little Liars, Grey's Anatomy and I adore Desperate Housewifes.
My favourite movies are "Life or Something Like it" and "Devil Wears Prada".
Actors I think are amazing - Angelina Jolie, Rachael McAdams, Jenifer Aniston Kheegan Allen, Simon Baker, Halle Berry, Ian Somerhalder and Ed Westwick, but my one and only love is Joseph Morgan.
I am perfectionst and I love to paint and draw.
Feel free to talk to me or just read some of my quotes and find out more ♥
 

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Kim_Possible 9 years ago
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Will you be my best witty friend? lol
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McDreamer* 9 years ago
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lovely profile! thanks for the faves <3 ♥
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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I'll not be on till later, so i just came on to give an update, today when i woke up was the worst experience of my life, its been like 24 hours from my first day of the 30 day shred, and i still cant stand straight. Painful isnt the word. My food really has gone down hill, and at this point today i couldnt have cared less. Im in agony and cant do day 2 today, but i went on a walk this morning with my dogs, thinking it would loosen em up, but it never, so that will have to surfice as my exercise for today... hope you've done a better job! :') ive done terrible :c
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Not, so much, I ate one whole chocolate ( 75 % cocoa but, still ), one big omelet again ( with sugar), one loaf of meat and a little cabbage, oat meal, and 2 small sandwiches.... Way too MUCH. I walked to and from school but that's it. Although, I found a great diet that I hope will last longer, it seems great, gives great results and weigh doesn't bounce back! It's this one : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dukan_Diet, if you like it, we can do it together, because it really seems easy. That's why I'm not 100 % sure it will work, but I'm really curious and will defiantly try.
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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I don't understand this diet, it seems to me i can eat pretty much anything :') and today i done well with food, but that was basically because i had no time to eat anything! and the only exercise i had was walking to and from town, which is about 40 minutes each way :/ but yeah, you'll have to explain this diet a bit better :/
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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Hey, im on so just message me when you are! Today i decided to go for the 30 day shred, i dont the first day today, and although i wanted to cry, i pushed through it! this eating thing isnt going to plan though, i had a whole 824 calories today, and i really wanted it to be lower :c
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Can you come to chat now?
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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yeah i am trying to lose weight I WILL BE SKINNY! hahah :')
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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I asked because I'm trying to loose weight too, and I could use a support buddy.... Interest?
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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omg yes! I only started today, and its all i have thought about! :')
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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I really have no problem in eating very small amounts of food, so I was thinking about ABC diet ( what do you think ?) and I will do my regular pushups, situps, squats and jumpin'jacks
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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tbh, i'd never heard of the ABC diet before, so i had to google it, but actually i like that one, my Chemistry lecturer does it and apparently she's lost loads in little time, so go for it! i cant even do push ups, and so i do other stuff, i found work out routines on tumblr so im basically doing stuff like sit ups, wall sits, squats. Food wise, i have no idea, im definitely going to cut out the rubbish! my weakness i sbordom, in college all i do it eat for something to do!
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Oh an what is your weight anyways? I have 55 kg and 159 cm (from Europe, so I have these measurements) i think that's around 120 lbs and 5'2. I am trying to get under 100 lbs. I know it's a lot, but I'm ready
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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I really don't know, we dont have scales in the house, but im about 5"11 and im a size 12/14 bottoms (UK sizing), and tbh, its all about keeping healthy, so we need to drink lots of water, and have enough sleep!
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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I don't know why I can reply only to this quote. Anyways, I'll be here around 6 or 7 pm, but I will message you so You'll know. Stay strong. Wish you luck :)
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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looking forward to it! dont give up, You are strong enough to do this!
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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It's 0:12 here. So I should probably go to bed. U be here tomorrow in this time, minus 2, 3 hours? And let me know how you're holding up ?
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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you're an hour ahead of me, so ill be on at about your 6ish? if not just message me and i will reply asap :3
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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I wan't to start tomorrow, for he 3022535 time, but I think that what I really need is support buddy. :)
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Demitriaa_Lee 1 decade ago
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Yes! we'll do this together! have you started on how you're going to do it? today i started on my exercises and im sure tomorrow i will be very sore!
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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Oh, come on! Come on chat! =)
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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Yoooooooooo
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Getting_Better 1 decade ago
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Hey! I really need some help.. Check out my newest quote and give me some advice.???:/
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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About you falling for your best friend?
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Getting_Better 1 decade ago
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Yeah...
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cassiejayy* 1 decade ago
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hi sweetheart, I found your profile by coincidence. and I was reading through a few of the comments on here & I wanted to let you know that if you EVER need anything or anyone to talk to, I'm here. I've been through a lot to get to this point in life. and id love to help if you ever need it :)
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Thank you, you are so nice, and sweet. I will :)
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cassiejayy* 1 decade ago
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how are you?:)
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Not, too good , but okay :)
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6604647
Here's the link for that quote =)
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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Ok, here are some songs from flashpoint:
Jon Heintz - Rain
Golden State - All The Roads Lead Home
Daniel Cage - Help Me
Black Lab - Weightless
Kim Taylor - I Am You
- hope you like them =)
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jimmy365 1 decade ago
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hi, naomi! I read your quote, and I want to say what I can.

love, the best students get the hardest tests. Right now, I ask you to feel the pain you feel. Ignore the people saying, "That should not have pushed you." or anything like it. You deserve to let yourself feel however you feel. I ask you to cry and let it out. I promise you that you will recover from the tears, all you have to do is feel it, then let it go. Breathe.

Understand that there is nothing you need to do in this moment. You are in complete control right now. I want you to understand that I have your back. Understand that I am sitting on the edge of my seat, wanting nothing more than to comfort you right now. I want you to consider that the world is a compassionate and loving place.

Hold on to anything you can. Don't allow anybody to dismiss your pain. Forgive the girl, not because what she said was okay, not because she was right, not to give her peace, to give yourself peace. Let her go.

There is a part of you somewhere who feels all the fearlessness and inspiration you need to feel. Make that part the voice, simply because you can.

Tell yourself "I am the most beautiful in the world." until you smile. Smile.

I want to offer you a few things. What others think of you is none of your business. Let me say that again, because I know it might hurt the first time. (It hurt me the first time.) What others think of you is none of your business. Please understand how much love I put into saying that. Please consider how true it is. Please understand, you still deserve to feel how you feel. The next is, try to be grateful for as many things as you can in this moment. Be grateful that you do not carry all of the world’s problems on your shoulders. Finally, keep it simple. Keep everything simple.

I love you so much Naomi, thank you for reading this whole thing.
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Thank you. The fact that I can't feel, hurts me so bad. I know it's stupid. If you' ve read if not I will tell you now: I have a disorder that doesn't allow me to feel pain. Psychically you can't brake me, nobody can. That's why my soul is enough just a little push to cry for days. And I can't make it better. I can't cut, it won't help. So why am I here? They only use me when they need. They said I am a blue eyed nobody. That's my nick, and I love it. It's better to be nobody than who I am. Well that's what I taught. And then I taught none of you cared, why would you? I don't know you, you don't know me. All of a sudden it hit me : I didn't ask any of you to talk me out of it or give me backup. So why did you? Why did all of you wonderful people tried to save my life? Why did you wrote this? BECAUSE YOU CARE. aND IF ANY HUMAN ON THIS PLANET CARES FOR ME I won't give up. I wrote a song which I will write in a quote now. It's for all of you, for people that CARE, and for ones that DO NOT CARE EVEN A LITTLE. I love you.
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jimmy365 1 decade ago
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I was in your position last year, exactly. I had something they called "depersonalization disorder". I think the cruelest thing a doctor, anybody can do is to put a name on your emotions, tell you there's something wrong with you because of it, and tell you that there is nothing you can do about it. You need to understand, it doesn't matter who is telling you this, there is no disorder in not feeling anything. They need to stop telling you that. More importantly, you need to stop telling yourself that. The fact that this "disorder" is bothering you, is proof it doesn't exist. It doesn't matter if everyone tells you otherwise, the truth is still the truth. Not feeling comes from being afraid to feel. You have to understand there is a part of you that feels everything. Make that the voice. Not feeling comes from fear of feeling. You are in control of yourself. I love that you wrote a song, and I love you.
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Sorry, I'm replying so late. I love you for being that supportive and it really helps, but a year ago I broke my leg and only felt that I couldn't walk. I didn't feel any pain. It's an disorder, but I can live with it. And if it pass i will be happy if not I will also be happy. That's why I'm so annoyed when people complain about feeling pain. If there ever comes a day when I will burn my leg, or broke my arm, and actually cry of pain and will need medication to make the pain go I promise I will cry from happiness.
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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Good mornin' ;)
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rypear99 1 decade ago
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I love your format! :) I also looove one direction & justin bieber. taylor swift .. psh, she's old school ;) i'm totally kidding, i like her.. haha.but you should have the right to choose what music/artists you do & don't like :)
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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Friends are quiet angels, night angel =)
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mango824 1 decade ago
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Hi
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Hello
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mango824 1 decade ago
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how are you?
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Better than yesterday. u?
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mango824 1 decade ago
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ok. and dont listen to people that are jerks.
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DarkAngelDreamer 1 decade ago
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=3
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BlueEyedNobody 1 decade ago
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Chat.
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ѕυммєяѕυηѕєтѕ* 1 decade ago
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can you help me? i'm up for a BOTW on tumblr and i need people to vote for me. could you go to http://poll.pollcode.com/kceqoq and vote for skank0saurus, it would mean so much..

and i'll follow for a follow here on witty :) i followed you first so you know i'm legit :D
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Beatlelover44 1 decade ago
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KDogNS 1 decade ago
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it's very addictive for me anyways its my out of the world and out of pain except my own blood, and if it wasn't for my love of this girl I wouldn't stop at all I'd still be cutting and I'm from north dakota
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