Boredtodeath

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Joined: August 23, 2011
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hope is fading, one day at a time, things are getting much much much worse...  why do these things always happen to me, why do i feel like screaming 100 percent of the time... why do i feel like i don't want to take even one more breath??? Trying to make it through... one breath at a time...

Soooooo... some facts about me...
My name is Casey
I blow out the candles April 9th
Im 15
Im a female <3
I cant trust anyone...
i cut...
my best friend died of cancer... (thats where this all started)
i hate how i look...
I go in and out of deppression...
i hide all of my pain behind my smile...
im dyslexic
im color blind (yes and im a girl...)
i have photographic memory
i am now a sophomore  :) which means i made it through freshman year
one of my best guy friends has a witty, his name is dalton
it doesnt matter... but i really want to die
If you want to know anything else, just comment on my profile!!!


Suicide, is entering my thoughts...  stupid mind -.-
you should check out Corey Gray on youtube, because he deserves it :D


Check out my witty twins!!!!
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Quotes by Boredtodeath

I like this kid Arron.
And we're good friends.
But i have bad skin, and i'm really over weight.
So i decided as of well last week,
No more lunch because well i'm not hungry for it,
and i will do anything about my skin.
I'm getting my hair cut and streaked
And i just want him to like me.
We kissed,
But he pulled away and then left.
I will be the girl he wants this time,
I will get something good out of this life.

 
A locked door,
a rusty razor,
a towel stained with red.
A folded note,
a broken mirror,
and young girl lays there dead.
Their emotions tangle,
the room begins to swirl.
She was Mommy’s perfect angel
and Daddy’s little girl.
NMQ/Tumblr
Right now im staring at that homework folder
Like "No please! Don't come any closer!!!!"
Procrastination Pro
I hate being one of the youngest of my friends...
Like oh physics homework?
Nope i have Chem.
Oh AP classes?
Still in honors!
Oh working on your senior projects?
Still doing petty book summaries!
Oh you can drive? at night? alone?
Still stuck with the parents -.-
Oh work?
Still just sitting here writting.
Oh looking at colleges?
Still worrying about sophomore year.
Oh leaving to college?
Still staying behind and losing you all.

 
I mean who has time for a sophomore girl?
Who isn't athletic
Who isn't "Pretty"
Who isn't anything special
NO ONE...
I get you all have new lives, i understand that you are busy!
Just please, i feel so lonely... please just at least call me...
I miss you all so much, just call me once!
 
I'm fat, very overweight...
I'm not one of you guys who are kidding and just a self image
Numbers tell me that i'm right.

 
So i started a water diet
When i'm thirsty i drink water
When i'm hungry i drink water,
After i throw up i drink water,
I run and drink water,
I do sit up and drink water,
I take my pills and drink more water.

 
To all of those who have ever called me ugly, fat, gross...
To all of those who have ever HATED me...
Happy now?
I'm slowly killing myself
And not a word said can change that.

 
Because i'm fat, ugly,
gross, and everything else

 
Because i'm not good enough.
 
Because i'm me
Today we had to take a quiz in health
i glanced at others papers to see if they were also getting such
negitive answers...
i was confused
then i noticed the end, it was to see if you were depressed
I had to erase all of my answers
the school cant know this sh*t
When i did it correctly i was
- extrememly Suicidal
- Extremely Depressed
- Bulimic
- No self esteem
- reccommended for suicide watch and servere conceling
Well thanks for telling me what i already knew -.-
Remember that hot loner i talked about?
He's shy
Like me :3
So today when we had to interveiw eachother
He came over and smiled softly and asked to be my partner
So i agreed and we started talking
And i found out he's new
And his name is Ryan
He's a football player
And i mean it doesnt matter but he's hot XD
He picked up his books as the bell rang and said
"Talk to you in gym?"
I agreed and then in gym we decided to eat lunch together tomorrow :3
I'm starting to love sophomore year guys...
Great way to start off the year...
Homeroom with  the kid who is in love with you
Eniglish with the school b*tch
History with all the jocks and cheerleaders
Yearbook with all seniors and a hot loner
Gym with all your friends and that same hot loner...

Wanna know what's great?
I caught the loner staring at me 4 times today :3
Sh*tty year just got better
<3
OMG guys it's 1207am monday here...
That... That... That... means i have school tomorrow
No no no no no no i'm not ready for that...
Please, i want a rewind button
I'm not ready to let them see my scars...
Please let me wake up to June 18th or something...
i'm not ready to go back yet D: