Breannnnnanichole

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Joined: July 13, 2011
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Gender: F

Name's Breanna; But I'm sure you can tell by my username. Lol.
I'm seventeen until the fifth of November, and I'm a Senior in high school.
Re-reading what my old 'about me' used to be, I realize how much I've really changed.
I'm no longer this carefree person, and I'm not as sociable as I used to be because I just know that everyone changes, and that not everyone is on my level.
I don't trust many people. Actually, not even half of a handful. And how sad of a life that is.
I would love to meet every one of you. I'm probably just too much of an awkward turtle to do such a thing.

Quotes by Breannnnnanichole



[{Now I remember}]

What it feels like to be crying so hard,
but to be talking to everyone else with smiley faces.
Like nothing's wrong at all.








Jlb.
You'll always know who you are. These are things I could never say to you.
Confession #29.
That made me so sick to my stomach, and brought back so much.
I used to think the world of you. You had big things going. You had great morals. Amazing goals.
A clear mind. You were somewhat hard to figure out, but somehow I got close to you and I tried my hardest to be there for you any time you needed me; in fact, I clearly remember dropping everything every time.
You've changed so much.. So, so so much.. &I wish you didn't. You used to trust very few people (you still do, they just aren't the same ones.) Everything was so clear for you, and you were such a bright child. You had the smile of an angel, and everything any girl could ever ask for.
But somewhere along the lines, you lost yourself. I always wonder if that's my fault.. &I'm sorry, for all the stupid fights we had, and late night talks that ended so badly. You started smoking weed. You started cigarettes. You messed with other people. You were looking for "something real" in all the wrong places. Sometimes it frustrates me, because I know what we had, and I believed every word you ever said to me. But it's okay, simply because it has to be. I wish I could be your best friend again. I'd always be here for you. To be honest, I'd stilll pick up the phone if you happened to call for anything. I hate the way you treated me near the end, but I've always intended on keeping my promises. Even if you've broken all of yours. [{I just want to point out confession #15}]
You always meant the world to me. &I knew from the moment we met that my life would never be the same. &It hasn't. You and I both know that. Sometimes I miss you. But then I remember everything you've said and done, and how it's best that we are the way we are. It hurts like hell sometimes, but I push it away.
So much is on my mind about you, but I don't know how to say it. For the past while, I haven't known what to say to you at all. Either it doesn't matter, or I don't care enough to let you know. 
If you ever see this, know that I care for you, and that I'll always be here if you need anyone to rant to or cry to. Even if you just need a civilized conversation. I can't promise you I'll have a bajillion tons of energy. But if it's a real talk you need, a real talk you'll get.
You were the closest thing to perfect I've ever found in my life. You know, before things changed. You really were my best friend. &I lost you. 
You'll find happiness, though. I know you will. Some habits need to be dropped, but.. You have this thing about you, you'll always go far.

What's in the past may always stay there, but the foundations never change. 


-BabyGiraffeSauce.





 


Who am I kidding?

I know what I'm missing.
Love, I had my heart set on you.






Another night where I cry myself to sleep.. Woo.



 

How do people not see
how broken I am on the inside? </3

I try so hard to be a good person..
But there are so many rumors. When everyone believes them,
It's hard to even find the motivation to try anymore. :(

Things get so hard sometimes. &I try to make the best decisions so I don't get hurt and other people don't get hurt either. I put everyone first, even if I don't even know them. I get taken for granted, but I still try to help in all the ways I can.

Nobody really cares enough except the less than a handful of people that really know me.

How do I reach out to people when they all think I'm such a bad person? :(

 

It's late at night, just like this.
That's when
I miss you the most.

 





It's hard not to miss someone you gave your heart to.



All the "pretty" girls at my school make me feel so bad about myself.
They fix their hair every single day.
There's no such thing as a "lazy day."
&If there is, they still dress down and look stunning.
They wear tons of make up.
They get all kinds of attention.
And they hang out with other pretty people.
I don't know why people like my presence sometimes;
I could never compete with all that. /:

 
I'm gonna be honest, here.


I  don't  remember  the  last  time  I  looked  at  myself  and  actually  felt  pretty.

 

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