So it goes like
this.
I have a bestfriend and her name is
Iryanna Jean Brown.
We have been bestfriends since pre-k.
9 long years.
Yeah we've had our ups and
downs.
But all bestfriends do right?
We're the kind of bestfriends that we're up for
anything.
Always getting into trouble somehow haa.
December 28, 2011 was the worst day of my life.
I got a text from her saying ' I just wanted to say I love
you... I have Cancer.
It was the most unreal thing ever.
For a minute my whole world stopped.
I called her and her mom answered crying. Right then I knew it
was true.
She said Bre she has Luekemia, and is getting sent to
Charlottesville. Please come down here, she needs you.
I was speechless. I had nothing to say, all I
could do was cry.
I couldnt believe what I was
hearing.
It just didn't seem real.
If you knew her, you'd love her.
She is crazy. Always has a smile on her face. Shes always
laughing. I just didn't ever imagine it ever happening
to her.
When I went to see her the next day, I couldn't belive
it.
She was so pale, and quiet. I thought for sure I was going to
break down when I saw her, but I didn't. I said to myself
'Bre, you HAVE to stay strong for Iry.' I did.
Leaving that hospital, leaving her was
the hardest thing I've ever had to do..
Not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about her.
I keep looking at our pictures over and over.
I'm starting to go crazy without her by my side everyday..
I cry atleast twice a day everyday
thinking of her.
The question that will haunt me forever is "Why God,
why did it have to be her?" I pray everyday that
she gets better.
We had so many plans for this summer.
The beach, a Lil Wayne concert, go
to Maryland for a month, go to the state fair, and so much
more.
Just the thought alone of her laying in that hospital bed 2
hours away from all her friends and family kills me
inside.
I'm not asking for favs,
or people to feel sorry for me. It's not that at all. Its
just I needed to get all that out, and witty is the
only place I know of that I could do soo.. honestly
I'm sure a lot of people won't even read this, but if you
do, I have one favor for you. PRAY for her. PRAY she gets better. PRAY she can
get back to her family and friends. PRAY she can get
through this. But you know what, I know she can get through
this because she is the strongest girl I know.
I Love You Iryanna.<3 I just wish
somehow this could all just be a nightmare and we'd all wake up
and it would be gone, but thats just not how life works.
Get well soon babygirl. &
remember, When you're weak,
I'll be strong. When you let go, I'll hold on.
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