blankwolf*

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Joined: November 1, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: May 19
user id: 233327
Gender: F
I never use this anymore RIP
my twitter is @memelxrd

Quotes by blankwolf*

 
i got a place for the wicked to go, 
got a mindset that nobody knows.
now this evil is taking control,
a n d   w h e r e ' s   o u r   f r e e d o m   n o w ? 







&




mayday! mayday!
    this ship is going down  
 as
 your captain,
           i'm ready to drown.



                 this is the way I wanted to live
              but you know I was scared of the world, praying it would all go away


 
off with your costume,
 o n   w i t h   y o u r   d i s e a s e . 



                                         
                                            but don't we always break promises before they're made?
 




"Someone asked me why I am so nice to people who treat me bad, and I didn't know the answer. Then

during class, I  looked around after finishing my test and I realized why. I looked at the boy who

made fun of my inability to do math, and his head was on the desk and he looked tired. I know he played

in the band, so he had to be at school early, and I wondered if he had something at home keeping him up

or  maybe it was the amount of classwork teachers assigned. I looked at the girl who returned my hellos

by snapping her gum and twisting her hair. I knew her and her boyfriend broke up, and I wondered

how hard it must be to have everyone concerned about your buisness. He could probably be a jerk, and

I knew that she only acted dumb in class so people would like her. And I thought about the boy in PE who

picked me last for teams, how he squinted at his paper and furrowed his eyebrows. It must be a lot of

work always practicing, and then also having to get good grades and go to college. And then there was

also the girl who everyone thought was really mean to everyone, but little did she know I saw the scars

on her wrist, and then there is the girl who is always reading, and I wonder what she gets from those

books or if she is running from something. And there is the boy who always wears that shirt and I know

his shoes have holes in them because when it rains he complains about wet socks, and I wonder if his

parents work hard for him or if they drink a lot and I wonder if he feels outcasted because he has so little.

And the pther boy who just moved here from Mexico, and he doesn't speak a lot of English, and I can only

imagine learning this stuff in a new language. And even the teacher, I noticed he wasn't wearing his

wedding ring today. Maybe he is giving us more work and more homework because he wants us to do

better than he did. The point is, I look at all these people and realize that they have their own troubles and

their own demons, and the last thing I want to do is add to them. It's a lot of pressure growing up, and no

matter what anyone says, none of us have it easy."



 
 
                                                                                                        

                                                                                                                      
 

e ve r y on e   t e lls   me    j u st    to     fo r get .   a nd  
I te ll  th e m     " it 's not   th at    s imp le.    you
do n 't    j us t    wak e    u p     an d    dec i d e    to
forget..    i t' s    etc he d     int o     m y     br ain,  
y ou   se e .. it 's    s  t u c k   i n  m y    vei ns
an d      i     c a n't     g et      i t      o u t "
nmq yo


                 Tell me what your worst fears are. (I bet they look a lot like mine.)
                       Tell me what you think about when you can't fall asleep at night.
                 Tell me that you're struggling.
                    Tell me that you're scared.
                   No, tell me that you're terrified of life.

                          Tell me that it's difficult to not think of death sometimes.


 

 


                                                 so i would choose to be with you,
                                                                           as if the choice were mine to make.
                                                             but you can make decisions too,
                                                                        and you can have this heart to
break.
                                                                                                        

                                                                                                                      
 
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