BrokenSmiles321

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Joined: July 1, 2011
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Heyy im sam
Im 16 years old
Im different.
I cut.
Im depressed.
But im not here to tell you my life story
and what ive been through.
Im here if anyone ever needs advice.
so hmu if you need someone to talk too(:
follow and ill follow back(:

Quotes by BrokenSmiles321

{If you are reading this}
God is testing you so repost this and
he will fix two BIG things tonight in your life
if you believe in him repost
 

That moment when you give up.
you dont cry anymore
you stop eating
you stop sleeping
you stop thinking,
and everything seems still.
you have no emotion
no feeling
no care at all
because theres nothing else to do but be alone.

I hate when you get to that point in your life,
when you feel like you cant trust anyone.
so you don't.
and you keep it all inside.
and fake a smile so no one ever knows
that something is really wrong
<//3



I wont fall down again
My hearts been dead and gone
and im still breathing
I made it out alive

-AA♥
 

CROSS OUT THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE.
Graduated high school.
Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.

Collected something really stupid.

Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.

Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Failed a class
.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.

Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over £200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.

Been sailing.
Gone skiing.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.

Shoplifted something.
Skipped school.
Had detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.

Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year
.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn't have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery

Had stitches
Taken a taxi
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Been in a fist fight.
Gone surfing in California.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.

Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Played on a sports team
Been to NYC
Snuck out of the house

Gone laser tagging
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend
French braided

Driven a car
Performed in front of an audience
Been in love

Had a blonde moment
Been on a train
Seen a ghost

Gone bungee-jumping
Been to Mexico
Crashed a car
Sky dived
Been kissed in the rain
Been to your states capitol
Made an 11:11 wish
Forwarded a chain letter
Made a mistake
Gotten your heart broken by the only guy you've ever truely loved, and still took them back
 

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
First Name: Sam
Middle: Ashly
Last name:

Gender: Female
Nationality: white?
Current Location: my house
Hair Color: Brown
Righty/Lefty: Both
Eye Color: Light brown
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE
Your fear: Spiders& being alone
What makes you sad: people....
What makes you happy: Friends
Your dream of the perfect date: not sure
What you want to be: i have no idea
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: him
Your best physical feature: nothing.
Your bed time: don't have one
Your most missed memory: talking to him all night :/
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: neither

McDonald's or Burger King: both
Single or Group dates: single 
Adidas or Nike: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
Frappuccino or Coffee: neither
LAYER 5: DO YOU
Smoke: yea
Cuss: Yep
Take showers: Every day
Have a crush: yep
Like school: nope
Believe what goes around comes around: sometimes

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: not really
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: nope.
Been hurt: yup
Dyed your hair: yeah
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Kissed someone: yeah
Gotten beat up: no
Changed who you were to fit in: not really
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD
Age you're hoping to get married by: not sure
Number of kids you're planning on having: hmmm 4?
LAYER 9: IN A GUY
Best eye color: doesnt matter
Hair color: brown or blonde
Short or long hair: longish
Fat or fit: Fit
Looks or personality: both
Funny or Serious: funny

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: music
1 HOUR AGO: music
1 WEEK AGO: in school
1 YEAR AGO: idek
INISH THE SENTENCE
I FEEL: lonely

  I NEED: someone to hug :/
 




love hurts
boys lie
friends cry
people die
parents yell
you always try
you're never good enough
and you don't
know why

 


 

i don't even know what to do anymore.

everyone thinks i have a perfect life.

no one understands me.

i fake a smile everyday.
and im waiting for the day
everyone can see behind it.