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every night you cry yourself


to sleep,





  Thinking why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to this hard?

 

A poem,
And he forgot how the end 
Of the Aposte's creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A 
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathrrom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.
 

-Perks of being a wallflower

 

  idon'tunderstand,
       I don't understand when people say "someone that is dying right now, or starving or, is sick and would love to be you because, your body is perfectly healthy" Yeah, sure your body is perfectly healthy on the outside..but mentally your not healthy. Like, last time I checked, cutting, depression, anxiety, anorexia, bullima, and other problems are not healthy. It's not like people chose to be depressed or anorexia, or even cut. It's in your head and you can't escape it.

 Hi, i'm just going to crawl into my bed and hide under the covers and pretend this isn't real life.