BruisedAndScarredxox

Status: I just wanna die...
Joined: November 12, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 338405
Location: Erie, Pennsylvania
Gender: F
Taken: 4.6.13  <3
Anorexic.
Eyeliner, hair dye, and Taco Bell at 4 in the morning = my life.
Homeschooled.
Misunderstood.
Broken.
But still somehow breathing.

Quotes by BruisedAndScarredxox

If you can't see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror. Look a little closer. Stare a little longer. Because there's something inside you that made you keep trying, despite everyone who told you to quit. You built a cast around your broken heart and you signed it yourself. You signed it, "they were wrong." Because maybe you didn't belong to a group or a clique. Maybe they decided to pick you last for basketball or everything. Maybe you used to bring bruises and broken teeth to show and tell, but never told.  Because how can you hold your ground if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it? You have to believe that they were wrong. They have to be wrong. Why else would we still be here?
~To This Day.
We've never spoken, but I know exactly who you are.
We've never touched, yet I've had dreams about us being together.
I doubt you've ever thought about me, but you never leave my mind...
Isn't it sad?
I'm not a waste.
Turn my back on that place
where I've made my mistakes.
The ghost in my soul
is reaching for more.
I just gotta say one more thing.
I still believe that I may have a chance.
But it's been almost a year...
You don't love me.
You never did.
I was stupid to mistake your "harmless" flirting as a sign that you loved me.
But again,
why would someone love ME?
I need you in my life
or I'm not alright.
So don't walk away
I won't be okay if you do.
I just don't wanna lose you...
Everyday's the same,
she fights to find a way.
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray.
She wonders why.
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven. <3
What happened to us? Everything we've been through? It's all gone now because you decided that being a football player to get all the chicks was more important than the girl who actually WANTED you. The gitl who cared, and sadly, still does. I miss you, but it's pretty clear you've forgotten me. But that's fine. You came into my life for a reason, and that reason was to make me happy. But for some reason, God decided to have you ignore me, making me believe that I'm never gonna be good enough for you, or anyone else, for that matter. I just have one question for you; why?
Sometimes I think I'm not worth it. That suicide is the answer. That it's my fate. But then I think... is the problem THAT bad? Should I seriously end my life because my old crush wants me to? No. You can't end your life becuase someone told you to. It's YOUR life, YOUR fate. No one elses. Stay strong and keep pushing on.