BrunetteButtercup

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Joined: February 5, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 151294

About Me

Okay so it's been a few years since i came on here so an update is needed...

Friends

Lots of people in my life have come and gone and i'm just trying to figure it all out at the moment.

Music

I'm Into Music By:

..........

Coming soon

C
 

Quotes by BrunetteButtercup

 



I'm Scared

Scared Of Being Judged

Scared I'll Always Feel This Way

Scared Of The Future

Scared I'll Wake Up One Day && Fully Lose Control

Scared Of What I Could Do To Myself

Scared I'll Never Be Skinny

Scared To Try And Get Through A New Day

Scared Of  Being Back-Stabbed Again

&& Much, Much More
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BUT  There's One Thing I'm Not Afraid Of.......

I'm Not Scared To Die

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I Know How It Feels

I've Been There Before

With My Head In My Hands

 && My Heart On The Floor

My Wrists Were Bleeding
 

     My Body Felt Numb

The Pain Won't Stop

There's Too Much Going On

I Cant Do This Much More

This Is My Goodbye

 I'll Cry In My Pillow 

&& Just Wait To Die

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Sometimes It's Easier
To Lie And Say I'm Fine 

Rather Than Explaing
All The Reasons Why Im Not

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&& I Wish People Would Realise I'm Still Not Happy

 ....... My Smile Isn't Real .......

 

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It's hard To Swim
In A World So Shallow
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A Cutters' Lullaby

Go To Sleep And Close Your Eyes,
And Dream Of Broken Butterflies
That Tore Their Wings Against A Thorn
You Know The Pain That They Have Borne

Silver Metal Shine So Bright,
Scarlet Blood That Feels So Right
Dream Of That Blood Trickling Down
And Wake up Just Before You Drown

The Moonlights Shining Off Your Tears,
As You Bleed Out Your Own Worst Fears
So Tonight When You Start To Cry
Whisper The Cutters' Lullaby

Hushabye Baby You're Almost Dead,
You Dont Have A Pulse And Your Pillow Is Red
Your Family Hates You, Your Friends Let You Bleed
Sleep Tight With A Knife Cause It's All That You Need

Rockabye Baby Broken And Scarred,
You Didn't Know Life Would Be This Hard
Time To End The Pain You Hid So Well
And Down You'll Come Baby Straight Back To Hell
 

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I'm    Not   Blonde   , Tan

Skinny Or Pretty

I Don't Have Big Boobs && A Tiny Waist

But i'm Me, I'm Not Saying I Like It But Please

..... Except Me As I Am

 ♥

   

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Listen To A Girls Favourite Song
& &   Y o u   W i l l   F i n d   O u t   M o r e   A b o u t   H e r   L i f e   T h a n   S h e  

C o u l d   E v e r    P u t   I n t o   W o r d s

 

 

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Whenever I Eat I'm Overwhelmed With Guilt

&& Stand Over The Toilet

With My Finger Down My Throat

It Never Seems To Work Though

..... f**k That Then

♥
 
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