BubbleWrap7

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Joined: May 8, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: November 6
user id: 298189
Gender: F

I AM: A Jig-Saw Puzzle Mystery, a fighter, a true friend, a person who's seen an almost death, a girl with many scars but still try's to find the light whenever it's dark. You don't need or have to know me, but if you want to, all you have to do is pay attention. You can figure me out. ;)

Quotes by BubbleWrap7


draw a semicolon on your wrist
for everyone who self-harms,
is suicidal, depressed, has anxiety,
or is unhappy. A semicolon is used
when a sentence could have been ended
...but wasn't

SEMICOLON;
For those moments when
you could have ended it,
but you decided not to.

A semicolon;
when a sentence could
have ended but doesn't

 

 I feel I'm falling 
 
falling back. 
 
Back to where I once was, 
 back to where
I didn't like myself
 back to where I should
never be. 
 I'm
scared
 I want to, 
 I
don't want to. 
 The idea
intrigues me 
 
yet again
 But I know it
shouldn't 
 I've
been there before 
 I don't want to
go back
 I don't want to be back here. 


 That awkward moment  
 when you
accidentally  
 fling a
cucumber and  
 surrounding
bacon bits  
 
at the girl sitting across
from you
...
oops... 
That awkward moment you come to work and your boss
reminds
you that you said you would cover a shift YESTERDAY
...that you completely forgot about!
(Thankfully my boss was cool about it.)
I didn't want to say it.
I didn't want anyone to know.
I don't want anyone to worry about me.
I don't want anyone to have to carry burdon.
I don't want him to worry.
I don't want him scared too.
I didn't want to say it.

But I said it...
it just came out...

He got scared...
He's worried...
I didn't want this to happen.
I was scared,
I AM scared.

He didn't let me be alone,
He held me,
He stayed with me,
he was there for me.
He promised me:

"We'll get through it,
we'll figure it out together."


I wanted it...
I wanted the satisfaction from it;
I wanted to feel that pain again...
I wanted to feel the cold blade against my skin...
I wanted to feel the sting of the metel in my skin...
I wanted to see the blood ooze from my wrist...
I wanted to find a place no one would find it...
I wanted to...

But I didn't want to feel that pain again...
I didn't want to feel the sting of the metel in my skin...
I didn't want to see the blood ooze from my veins....
I didn't want to...

So instead I took the razor...
                    ...and shaved my legs...
                    ...and
threw the razor away;
I got the satisfaction of it...
I didn't hurt myself...
I didn't.
 

When you lose a friend who was never who you thought they were.
When you lose the boy you were crazy about.
When you try and try and try to do what's right, but all you get is a door slammed in your face.
When you realize you never stopped loving someone, even though you still miss another as well.
When you just want to cry and cry and cry.
When you see yourself fighting for everyone else...
When you realize no one has been fighting for you. 
When you realize you're done caring,
When you realize you're done trying,
When you realize you're done crying,
When you realize you're done FIGHTING!
Awwh Firetruck...back to not knowing who it is that I like...firetruck my life....
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