wow, thank you :) i'm trying to sort my life out and be happier and do things i know that'll make me happy. i think your the one that gave me that advice and i'm taking it. and i'm sure your cafe/bakery will do GREAT. <3
thank you. <3 that means a lot. i do have those few friends, you're right. and the fact that you could 'kind of see it' (meaning that i wasn't as happy) bums me out because i try really hard to be the positive one for everyone. aka why im always so cheerful (or atleast try to be) and funny on twitter bc a lot of my followers need the little bit of happiness. i just want to have everyone else happy and in the time i'm loosing my own. :/
well of course. c: & maybe instead of focusing on others' happiness, you should spend a little more time on your own happiness, and find what makes you feel better, or what makes you calmer, or what makes you feel better about yourself. because you deserve to be just as happy as other people. it's not your fault that you let it through that you were kind of sad - it happens to all kinds of people, especially when they don't want it known. it's ok. you just need some time to sort out your feelings and come to better love yourself, I think, because like I said, you deserve to be happy. Not just with yourself, but it general. c:
but the thing is "so many people love you" that's not really true.. maybe three people do. i know i act really f.king happy on twitter and play it off like i'm fine but seriously, i can't take this sh.t anymore..
i'm sorry :-( I figured you weren't as happy as it all seemed.. I could kind of just tell, and that upsets me. lots of people care about you on here, don't they? and you've got some close friends that you mean the world too, I can tell by how you talk about them and how they talk about you, too, anyone can tell that you and your good friends really love eachother. i'm probably rambling in these comments, and they probably mean next to nothing to you, but I just wish things were working out better for you.. i'm sorry.. I don't know what else to say, and this probably makes me one of those really terrible friends. i wish you could realize how perfect you are no matter what other people say, because you're downright beautiful, and you make me laugh all of the time, you're so sweet and funny and so easy to talk to, and you're a great person in general, and I hate that you think so much less of yourself than that. stay strong. x
thank you. <3 that means a lot. i do have those few friends, you're right. and the fact that you could 'kind of see it' (meaning that i wasn't as happy) bums me out because i try really hard to be the positive one for everyone. aka why im always so cheerful (or atleast try to be) and funny on twitter bc a lot of my followers need the little bit of happiness. i just want to have everyone else happy and in the time i'm loosing my own. :/
well of course. c: & maybe instead of focusing on others' happiness, you should spend a little more time on your own happiness, and find what makes you feel better, or what makes you calmer, or what makes you feel better about yourself. because you deserve to be just as happy as other people. it's not your fault that you let it through that you were kind of sad - it happens to all kinds of people, especially when they don't want it known. it's ok. you just need some time to sort out your feelings and come to better love yourself, I think, because like I said, you deserve to be happy. Not just with yourself, but it general. c:
We have new consoulers this year who refuse to let anyone go down and talk to them. I don't know what's up with them. The old one was always there for me. & I can't tell her because when I asked her for therapy, I did, and she said what she said. She doesn't really care tbh.
I start crying when my mom wants me to do stuff as well. I understand! And I thought it was a phase too but it's to the point where it's so bad, I don't think it is anymore. :/ idk. and yes, we can :)
okay so say you're depressed/sad/suicidal/etc, and you just feel like ending it. right there in the moment you give up, and as your about to do it a song comes on pandora, your ipod, etc, and plays. and someone about the lyrics of the song, the words,the melody, it calms you. it makes you drop the pills, the knife, etc, and you keep fighting. you keep going. because that song, it said something to you. it made you see things differently. it helped.
thats how music saves someones lives.
I wanna thank you.. because everytime i post something you're always there. You're amazing. & I just, i don't know. I owe you so much.. but this time i don't think you can help.. because my mind is made up...
you're welcome and thank you, but no no no, please.......please don't go. Really. I don't care if you say I can't help you this time, I'm begging, please don't. I genuinely like you as a person, and it would be crushing if you left. iRAWRloud_saystheDINOSAURx3 wouldn't want you to go. Your best friend wouldn't want you to. And no matter what you say, I'm sure that your family would miss you if you did. I can assure you that everyone who's treated you wrong would be feeling like a sack of sh*t if you left. I know it's not just other people that's making you want to. It's also your opinion of yourself. Look, I've only seen pictures of your head, but YOU ARE GORGEOUS. You know, there may be people who will put you down because of your appearance, but there are also people who don't care about that, and will make you feel better. I just hope that I've changed your mind. I really, truly, genuinely don't want you to go. Please. I can't stress this enough; stay strong. I'm Always here. <3
thats how music saves someones lives.