C0MiNGUNd0NE

Status: fuck this life i wanna be done.
Joined: December 9, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 248758
Gender: F
all i have to say to everyone is that i do talk about my mom alot
and i know it gets annoying but i do love and miss her alot.
i think no one will understand but hey if your willing to listen
to me ill tell you whats wrong. 


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so yeah im always  here to help and listen. i love you guys:33 

Quotes by C0MiNGUNd0NE

I still care and now I lost you completely what am i suppose to do? Go on and act like I dont care. Your all wrong. I need him to be there even though he messed it up. I dont care if he did drugs or not I just need him back into my life as if it never happened.
P.S. he hates me and deleted my number and told me to never text him again. I shall keep the memories close to me dearly and hope for the best that i have my mom looking over me and to help me go on in life and not cry over him.
love, your ex.

 


 

 do i look like i care? do i look like i need you? do i look like im gunna talk to you? do i look fine to you? No you dont understand what you did to me. Doing drugs because of your friends? That is bullcrap. I can never trust you ever again. sincerely mia(:

1. My boy side
[x] I love hoodies
[x] I love jeans
[] Dogs are better than cats
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt
[ ] Shopping is torture (ALL)
[x] Sad movies suck
[x] I own a car racing game

[x] I played with hot wheels cars as a kid
[ ] At some point in time I wanted to be a firefighter
[x] I owned a ds, ps2, ps3, n64, or sega
[ ] I used to be obsessed with power rangers
[x] I have watched sports on tv
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] I go to my dad for advice
[x] I hate drama
[x] I own like a trillion baseball caps
[x] You used to collect hockey cards
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of my favorite colors
[ ] I love to go crazy and not care what people think
[x] Sports are fun
[x] I talk with food in my mouth
[ ] I sleep with my socks on at night
[x] I have fished at least once


2. My girl side
[ x] I love to shop
[ x] I wear eyeliner
[ x] I wear the color pink
[x] I go to my mom to talk
[ ] I consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] I hate wearing the color black
[x] I like going to the mall
[ ] I like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] I like wearing jewelry
[ x] I cried watching/reading the notebook (I refuse to watch/read it.)
[ ] Dresses are a big part of my wardrobe
[ x] Shopping is one of my favorite hobbies
[ ] I don’t like the movie Star Wars (Okay, how is this here?!)
[ ] I am/was in gymnastics
[ ] It takes me around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up
[x] I smile a lot more than I should
[ x] I have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x ] I care about what I look like
[ x] I like wearing dresses when I can
[ ] I like wearing high heel shoes
[x] I used to play with dolls as little kid
[ x] I like putting make-up on others
[ ] I like being the star of everything


3. Appearance
[x ] I am shorter than 5′5″
[x ] I have many scars
[x] I tan easily
[x ] I wish my hair was a different color (Psh, ginger pride!)
[ x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I’ve had/have braces
[ x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than two piercings
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears


4. Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I’ve been to a casino
[ x] I always get mistaken as much older than I actually am
[ ] I’ve been skydiving
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping
[ x] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I’ve crashed a car
[ ] I’ve been skiing
[ ] I’ve been in a musical
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue
[x] I’ve seen the northern lights
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone
[ ] I’ve ridden in a taxi
[ ] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show (LOVE Rocky Horror!)
[x] I’ve eaten sushi (And I never will again.)
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding


5 . Relationships
[ ] I’m single
[ x] I’m in a relationship
[ ] I’m engaged
[ ] I’m married
[x] I miss someone right now
[ x] I've played with someones emotions on purpose before
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[ x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[ x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did


6. Honesty/Crime
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t
[x ] I’ve snuck out
[ x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game
[ ] I’ve ran a red light
[] I’ve witnessed a crime
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight
[ ] I’ve been arrested


7. Death and suicide
[x] I’m afraid of dying
[x] I hate funerals
[ x] I've thought about how I would die
[ x] I’ve seen someone/something dying
[ ] I've had a near death experience
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself


8. Random/Love
[ ] I do sing...
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
[x] I open up to others easily
[x ] My parents are divorced
[ ] I watch the news
[x ] I don’t kill bugs
[x] I sing in the shower
[ ] I am a morning person
[ ] Ive been abused
[ ] I paid for a cell phone ring tone
[x] I am a sports fanatic
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I care about grammar
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name
[x] I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day
[x] I bake well
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange
[x] I would wear pajamas to school
[ ] I like Martha Stewart
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. cause they’re funny
[x] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[ x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/roach in the room
[x] I am ticklish
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ x] I’m good at remembering dates
[ x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

i look back at all my scars
and wonder why did this
ever have to happen to me.
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‎3 yrs old "Mommy, I love you."
12 yrs old "Mom, whatever!"
   13 yrs old: "I would give up EVERYTHING for my mom to be here.....with me."
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 i love you mom. 
love your daughter. 
9.11.10
nmf
text message*

Is it horrible of me too...
be happy that
my mom died..
love,mia her horrible daughter.








SpongeBob,
 your my fricken life<3



i love youu,

 sincerely mia(:







 

Birds are leaving over autumn's ending  
One of us will die inside these arms  
Eyes wide open, naked as we came  
One will spread our ashes  
'round the yard  
 nmq/nmf. credit to my friend mitchell. 

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well now to the guy i like
im a cutter.
i have depression problems.
im useless.
im f'ed up.
and i have problems.
just great. way to ruin my day.