Caitlyn13Cutie

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My name is Caitlyn and I turn 16 on October 20, 1995. I'm a Sophomore, or at least will be if this Summer ever ends. The truth is, I want to grow up. I want to find out where life will take me because,at this point, I'm tired of guessing. Pediatric Surgeon, Army Trauma Surgeon, Defense Attorney, Actress: I want to be them all. But people are quick to tell me I can't. Honestly though, I don't care. It's my life. Everyday people put me down and tell me the things that are wrong for me. Everyone says that their family is their biggest supporters, the ones who love them unconditionally and are there through anything. I don't have a family like that. Everyone in my family is quick to tell me I'm fat or that the activities I'm in are just "not going to get you anywhere in life." I don't care. I am who I am and I fought hard to get to the place I am now. I have great friends. I love God: that's all there is too it. I love to write and read and Cheerleading and Softball are my sports. I have always wanted to play lacrosse. I really hope that one day my story will be a published novel. Everyone has told me it could be, but people don't realize how much of a long shot that is, even for an adult, much less a 15 year old girl who can't even subjugate the verbs of the present participle correctly. (hah) I feel like the odds are always stacked against me and that I'm a little sea turtle tryign to make it to shore in a thunder storm. Maybe I'll never get there, but I'll always try. I wish I could go to therapy because I need to just talk to someone and I never feel like I can trust anyone. It's not that my friends have done anything to lose my trust, I'm just super paranoid and can't get over the fact that people tend to screw you over.  I have so many hopes and dreams but I just don't know how to put them all together. I'm steadily figuring out that everything does happen for a reason and that every reason is to make me stronger. :)

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Of Two Minds

So here goes nothing...
Lately, I've been thinking. I've really gotten into Wattpad. I used to get on the computer and go straight to Witty, but now I barely even get on it. I guess it's just because I've out grown it. Witty is a great tool... for people who write quotes. Not so much for people like me who only use it for stories. It's amazing and so much fun and I loved connecting with the people on this website. But I've got to come right out and say that it's just not fitting my needs at this point in my life. I realized that all those times I wanted to quit it was because this is not the place for serious writers and I am a serious writer.
So here's the thing. I love Witty. I love everything about it. I just don't love it for writers. Wattpad is a much better tool for me to share my writing. People there are there for one thing: to read people's writing and help make it better. I just feel like if I really want to get a story, any story, published, I need to start being serious as to where i put my writing. Wattpad is where I'm going to share my writing from now on.
I can't even express how amazing the people on Witty have been. You have supported me and helped me become a better writer. I will take with me all the fabulous advice and admiration you have given me and use it to make Of Two Minds and my future stories better :)
So if you're ever in the neighborhood and want something to read, check out my Wattpad. I've got all new stuff on it and it's coming along nicely.
Thank you for everything
Hearts and Stars,
Caitlyn <3



Of Two Minds

My website: http://www.caitlyn13cutie.weebly.com
Okay, girls and boys. I know I've been kind of MIA lately, but I'm super sorry. I've been having writers block, plus I'm also writing a story on my Wattpad now too. if you ever need some Caitlyn stories to read, go on to my Wattpad and check it out.
Feedback please :)
David breathed what sounded like a sigh of relief. He smiled cutely and stepped forward, only a few measly feet away from me. "Hey," he replied, his mouth playing into a devious smile.
We seemed to share some kind of intercommunication in that brief second of pause. It was like we didn't even have to talk out loud to know what the other was thinking. Being with David was just like that; as natural as breathing.
"Ready?" he asked, his smile still as devious and adorable as ever. It was rapidly increasing my heart rate and making my breathing shallow. I loved the effect he was having on me, and he knew it too, because it smile showed the hints of cockiness that every guy should have.
I was so caught up in my own head that I only then realized that David was holding his bent arm out for me to take. I quickly looped my hand through his arm, closing the few steps in only a matter of seconds.
As soon as I pressed against his I couldn't stop anymore. David seemed to have the same idea because just then he was spinning me around and pressing his lips to mine. I almost fainted when the smell of his rushed into my nose. Maybe I did faint. I wouldn't have known. All I would have known was David.
He kissed me fiercely, his lips moving quickly in sync with mine. Realizing we were on a public street, I pulled away slightly and looked at the watch on David's wrist. Darn, only 20 minutes until service started. David seemed to realize this as well and pulled back reluctantly, rearranging his and my arms so we looked normal again. I giggled hysterically as we made our way to the car. David didn't comment, but the glint in his eyes said he thought it was funny too.
When David was in the car next to me, I leaned over and grabbed his hand, not wanting to not have contact with him somehow. He smiled and kissed my knuckles. I breathed deeply, enjoying every moment of his presence.
"I missed you," I breathed, smiling softly. I was content to stay like this for the rest of my life.
"I missed you, too," David whispered, then he started the car and we started driving.
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---Caitlyn <3

This Just In...

My website: http://www.caitlyn13cutie.weebly.com

So, I understand that some of you may have some resentment towards my recent departure from Witty. Well, suck it up! I didn't go anywhere. I was on a hiatus. I was in drivers training for the last three weeks, since in Michigan you have to take it to get your permit or your license. The class was hard since we had class everyday and routinely scheduled drivers and observation drivers with out instructor. I even had to take a test. I got a 71 out of 80. Which is high considering the highest score they've ever had is a 74. So that's where I've been.
Also, if you care, I have recently uploaded my story (or part of it, anyway) to my Wattpad. I weighed the pros and cons of posting to both and decided the pros out weighed the cons. So wahlaa.
So, I'll be posting more in the next few days. Probably by tomorrow or Sunday. Hold your breath, it's okay.
Stars and Hearts, Caitlyn

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Of Two Minds

My website: http://www.caitlyn13cutie.weebly.com
Okay, girls and boys. May I have your attention please? I would like to welcome David back! Please, by all means, enjoy.
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Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, I got to see David. It was Sunday and that meant one whole week of uninterrupted time with him. Nobody but David would understand the deep, underlying need I felt to be close to him. When you were friends with someone as long as we were friends with each other, well, you didn't take being apart well. If he wasn't as excited about today as I was, it would be a shock.
I climbed out of bed, sleeping considerably later than I did yesterday when meeting Tommy. Honestly, I was exhausted. I hadn't been considering the baby as much as I should in concerns to my sleeping habits because I just had too much on my mind to quiet my thoughts enough to fall asleep at a good time every night. I had been eating for, sure, but I could definitely tell that it wasn't enough and that the baby was taking a toll on my body.
Although it was our first day of the week together, today was strictly business. Church first. I was back on that train for good and wasn't going to get off just because it happened to be a big day. David never stopped going and I knew he was happy I was coming back because every week he would try and get me to come. He was trying to do what he knew was best for me, but I only now realized that.
After church would be the scary part. Telling his parents. I had somehow convinced my mom to come with me and David so we could all be together. One unit. Although getting a hold of my mom had been challenging, since she never seemed to answer her phone and obviously didn't want to talk to me, I managed to get her on board. I just prayed she would be on her best behavior.
Getting dressed was hard. What does one wear when seeing there best friend/ boyfriend/ baby daddy for the first time in a week?
Maybe I was blowing this out of proportion. I mean, it was only David. He loved me no matter what I looked like. But that didn't deafen the need to hide my growing stomach and flabby arms.
I picked something simple and decided not to look in the mirror, deciding that changing my mind now would only further my growing hysteria. I was on the brink of a breakdown and was more nervous than anything. Today was going to be a big day.
I made my way downstairs and onto my porch. I turned around to close the door and when I turned back around I saw David standing in front of me in his Sunday best looking better than I thought possible. I was drawn completely breathless. Finally, I managed to breath and say something, although by now I probably looked like an idiot.
"Hey," I whispered, a slow smile creeping onto my face.

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---Caitlyn <3


Of Two Minds

My website: http://www.caitlyn13cutie.weebly.com
I can tell that no body likes to read my stuff anymore because I don't get favorites of feedback like I used to. Maybe I should stop writing, since it seems to me that only a few people actually like it.
Feedback please :)
Me and Tommy went everywhere that day, but in perspective, I wouldn't have cared if we stayed home and just talked because I had missed him that much.
We ended up at Steak & Shake, a place with as much sentimental value as you could put into a place. We used to come here every Sunday after church and every Wednesday before. We had carved out initials into the booth in the corner and every waitress knew us by name. It was like he never left.
We had been laughing and talking about old times when I suddenly remembered a question I had for Tommy. As soon as our laughed died down, I asked him.
"Tommy, why did you need to unpack? You're not like, flunking out, are you?" I asked, a little concerned. I found it unrealistic, since Tommy had the IQ of Thomas Edison (which was probably where he got his name) and could calculate the Tangent of just about any function in his head.
He laughed, reliving some of the pent up stress I was feeling. "No, I'm not flunking out. Don't you remember how I did your entire 7th grade science fair project in one hour because we let it fly out of the car window on the way to school? How could I possibly flunk out?" He asked, jokingly I guessed.
I laughed, remembering. "Yeah, but it only flew out because you had the windows open after I told you to close them!" We both laughed for a few more seconds but then I got serious again. "But really, what are you doing here?"
"Don't you want me to be here?"
I didn't even acknowledge what he said, because he knew right ell that I did want him here. "Seriously, Tommy." I pleaded.
He sighed. "I transferred." He said, almost too low for me to hear.
"Transferred? Why? You couldn't wait to get to Seattle," I asked, incredulously. It was true: even when he was just a Freshman, Tommy knew he would be going to college in Seattle.
"I know, and it's great in Seattle, I just..." he didn't finish and I think he thought the sentence would finish itself, but it didn't. I still didn't get it.
"You what?" I slammed my fist on the table, not entirely sure where my anger was coming from. "What? Tommy, you can't just give up on your dream. You worked so hard to get there. You would talk for hours about how you were going to leave Morgan Hill and go all the way to Seattle. What changed that?" I asked, breathing hard. I knew my pulse probably shouldn't be racing this much, but I couldn't help it.
"You." He said, plain and simple.
"I came back because of you, Hannah. You know you're like a sister to me and when I heard about you being pregnant I knew I couldn't just stay in Seattle and hear about the baby from there. I need to be here with you," he told me, the sincerity in his voice ringing clear.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked, my voice choked.
He scoffed and it succeed in lighting the mood a tiny bit. "Would you have let me come?" He looked at me skeptically and I looked down, knowing he was right. "Look, you might not know it yet, but you're going to need me. And I want to be here. I mean, come on, I'm going to be an uncle!" He smiled widely, looking proud.
"But Seattle was your dream..." I whispered, not feeling as sure of his master plan as he obviously was.
"So, I'm making new dreams. Now I get to go to Stanford and run with the big dogs. I'm going West Coast Ivy League!" He smiled. I saw no hesitation, no regret in his face, and it made me sad that because of my mistakes, Tommy was giving up his whole life, but I was selfish enough to give in, because I knew I really did need him. Now more than ever.
I nodded and smiled as our food came, savoring in the moment of having Tommy back home for good."

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---Caitlyn


Of Two Minds

My website: http://www.caitlyn13cutie.weebly.com
WHOOO! Computer is not better but I got it too work for a few minutes. I'm hoping this uploads before it crashes again. I really need a new computer. c:
Don't like this part and you won't either. It's boring and bland and I'm more sorry than you can imagine.
Feedback please :)
Having Tommy back was amazing. When he left, I cried for hours and then called him like 4 times a day. I knew, somewhere in the back of my mind, that he was in college and it required a lot of studying and focus, but I couldn't make myself stop calling him. He had been like a brother to me, even though I already had one of those.
He was as protective as my real brother, that's for sure. David, Tommy, and Jeremy practically ran around in a pack, protecting me and my heart from any outside threats. I couldn't have asked for a better group of people.

***

The next day I got up super early. I felt like a kid on Christmas, which probably wasn't so far off. I hadn't expected to see Tommy for at least 3 more weeks, more possibly. He was the ultimate present.
I wanted to let him sleep as late as I normally would, till about noon, but I couldn't wait. As soon as I was ready I grabbed my phone and dialed his number, not even caring that the clock said it was only 9:30. Not caring about the fact that he might not answer I was practically bouncing out of my seat when the phone started ringing. Then when he picked up, I really did bounce out of my seat.
"You don't waste time do you?" He asked humorously. I knew he was kidding so I brushed it off, smiling widely.
"Nope. So what are we doing today?" I asked.
"You'll see. Be outside in 10?" He said, not seeming as tired as he should have been.
"Okay!" I pretty much yelled into the phone. "Bye!" I hung up quickly and grabbed my bag. I ran downstairs and out my door, not bothering to lock it. I sat on my front porch and anxiously awaited Tommy

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---Caitlyn


Of Two Minds


Because of the great success I had the first week with my website, I have updated it, even though I said I probably wouldn't. Please, check it out.
http://www.caitlyn13cutie.weebly.com

Stars and Hearts,
---Caitlyn

Of Two Minds

Hey Guys! So I am in the middle of writing a new part and I get an email from Weebly with my total weekly website views.
104
That's so awesome! I never thought i would get any and to get that many is really amazing. Keep checking there because I will be posting new things whenever I feel like I need to.
Also, if you have recently read my parts, like or comment them so I know what you guys are liking and not liking about them.
David is coming up soon.

Stars and Hearts,
Caitlyn <3



Of Two Minds


So I need some advice. If you are reading my story, I need some people to give me feedback, or ideas on how to improve. Things like plot lines or format things or anything that would get more readers or make you like it more than, I hope, you already to.
Thank you Thank you Thank you

Let me know what you think :)
---Caitlyn