Caitlyn13Cutie

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Joined: December 19, 2010
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My name is Caitlyn and I turn 16 on October 20, 1995. I'm a Sophomore, or at least will be if this Summer ever ends. The truth is, I want to grow up. I want to find out where life will take me because,at this point, I'm tired of guessing. Pediatric Surgeon, Army Trauma Surgeon, Defense Attorney, Actress: I want to be them all. But people are quick to tell me I can't. Honestly though, I don't care. It's my life. Everyday people put me down and tell me the things that are wrong for me. Everyone says that their family is their biggest supporters, the ones who love them unconditionally and are there through anything. I don't have a family like that. Everyone in my family is quick to tell me I'm fat or that the activities I'm in are just "not going to get you anywhere in life." I don't care. I am who I am and I fought hard to get to the place I am now. I have great friends. I love God: that's all there is too it. I love to write and read and Cheerleading and Softball are my sports. I have always wanted to play lacrosse. I really hope that one day my story will be a published novel. Everyone has told me it could be, but people don't realize how much of a long shot that is, even for an adult, much less a 15 year old girl who can't even subjugate the verbs of the present participle correctly. (hah) I feel like the odds are always stacked against me and that I'm a little sea turtle tryign to make it to shore in a thunder storm. Maybe I'll never get there, but I'll always try. I wish I could go to therapy because I need to just talk to someone and I never feel like I can trust anyone. It's not that my friends have done anything to lose my trust, I'm just super paranoid and can't get over the fact that people tend to screw you over.  I have so many hopes and dreams but I just don't know how to put them all together. I'm steadily figuring out that everything does happen for a reason and that every reason is to make me stronger. :)

Caitlyn13Cutie's Favorite Quotes

Brick by brick we can build it from the floor, if we hold on to eachother we'll be better than before.
And Brick by Brick we'll get back to yesterday when i made your body shiver and you took my breath away♥
                          nmf
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YOU"VE GOTTA STAND FOR SOMETHING;
     Or you'll fall for anything. <<<

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This one's for you and me  

livin out our dreams 

We're all right where we should be.


Lift my arms out wide 


I open my eyes

and now all I want to see

Is a sky full of lighters. 

 


 


you'll never know
that when i see you look at her that way, my heart starts to cry. </3