CantLetGo

[I need you !]

Why don't you need me anymore?

& where did your feelings go? 
I love you doesn't mean anything anymore, does it?

Dear Jordan,

There is so much I need to tell you.

There is so much that I need to hear from you.

Remember when hurts so bad , do you remember when you sat outside my house in the rain waiting on me to come out? But I never did. Oh, how I wish I had. Do you remember when you used to lift me up just so I could be tall enough to reach the ceiling? Oh, how I wish I had never taken advandage of my strength to break us. We were so perfect, so young. Our love was so beautiful . I miss you more than I ever thought possible. I'm still holding on to the possiblility that you will come back for me. But you haven't. It's been since the end of June. That is when you left me. And I still lay awake at night envisioning you with her.  It hurts . I just want to know that you might still care. I thought we were truly forever. I mean, we may be eighteen, but you were my everything. I had my whole life planned out with you. But you left. I thought I had been doing okay. I met Kyle. And I am breaking his heart because I can't seem to let you go . I just want to move on. I just want to be happy. Don't I deserve to be happy? I texted you but after a long time of no response, I realized that I typed in the wrong number. Was that fate or does it mean that I'm slowly forgetting? How do you move on from someone that you gave everything to? How do you forget the guy that was your best friend, who promised that they would never leave? He left without even looking back. He left without a second glance .

for all of you that read this

because I have always felt like no one cares about me..

I love you. <3