CareBearsOnFire_

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Joined: February 2, 2011
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I'M HERE TO HIDE FROM MY FRIENDS.
I spent a lot
of  time   on
two     other
profiles,   &
Witty   froze
both   times.
So screw it. 

Quotes by CareBearsOnFire_

Do you know what it's like?
What it's like, waking
up and saying   "why
am I still breathing?"
To talk to your friends
and smile and laugh
and say,   "no, stop, I
don't deserve to."  To
have  someone  ask
"what's wrong?" and
reply, "nothing." be-
cause you don't want
to  bother  them?  Do
you know what it's like,
living every single day,

Knowing you don't deserve to?
The worst part is knowing it could stop.
I could call him at      
        anytime and say,
"Hey,wanna get [x x]
____back together?"
and he would_____x
-->take me back. If I
told him to do<-------
something to get me
back, he would. He's
    hurt and I have to
watch myself kill       
him every day. I miss
him but I won't take
him back. I know that
eventually,     he'll get
over me, and I can't_
wait  for  the  day I'm
just [
x♥x♥x♥x♥x♥x♥x♥]

A memory. </3

You are so worried for me.
Yeah, you are obviously
so concerned,   the way
(you  aren't even talking]
to me and the way you_
---->won't tell me what's
going on. Yeah, you<---
___must be so worried.
You must be so[x] [x] [x]
    worried, so worried in
fact that you'll just          
---->leave me for cooler
friends. [xxxxxxxx] Yeah,

You must care a lot.

I should know by now.
I should just know
[ x ] that I don't [
]
deserve to be__x
happy or smile &
>laugh like every-
one else. I don't
deserve to have///
friends or a family
_who care. I don't
deserve anything,
yet I have it all. I<
don't deserve to_
be happy which I
[x] guess is good
because despite
what    everyone
thinks, 
[♥♥♥♥♥♥♥]
I'm not happy.

I don't know what to do.
__Everyone says,
"Yeah,   I   get   it."
But  I  know  they
don't. ///////// They
might even___x
       think they do,
but  no  one gets
the  real  me. I'm
not the type to<<
fake  smiles  but
_I'm not the type
to bother people
with  my  issues.
I am the type who
♥cries herself to
sleep  and  then
imagines myself
with him. I'll cry in
class  but  I'll  use
my hands and [x]
hair to make it    
[♥♥] look like I'm
just sitting there.
I need help, but
I don't know how
to ask, [xxxxxxxx]

because I've never had to.
I miss having a boyfriend.
I   miss  going
to  someone's
locker [x] after
        school &
getting  a<<<
{heartfelt hug}
or
maybe a
kiss. I miss_x
[x] holding [
♥]
>someone's
hand in lunch
& having a    
_shoulder to
cry on when I
needed one.
  Yes, I miss
having a boy-
friend, but [x]

I don't miss you.
When will you girls realize?
Maybe that bitch_x
>>who he's dating
honestly loves him.
Maybe x she x was
[
♥ ] dumped by a
douche and just<
needs to be loved.
Maybe she's [ xx ]
incredibly insecure
&  he  makes  her
feel beautiful. You
complain    about
>being judged by
your cover, well,
  

So does she.