Carter_Luna

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Joined: February 19, 2011
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Anything I write comes from my heart, my soul. My gut and instincts. Even my conscious  and my thoughts. Though, not just any of my thoughts, but my inner thoughts and feelings. So if you ever ask yourself, "Is she really being truthful?" or anything like that the answer is YES. And I don't write to get faves or anything like that, I write because this is the only place I have where I can express my inner thoughts and no one knows who I am.

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Coexist

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You want to know what bugs me the most and I am almost positive I have said this before but -


I hate it when someone you care about is getting hurt by someone else and you can absolutely do nothing
because they still care about that person even though they are hurting them-

It's worse to hurt the person causing all the hurt when your friend still cares about them-

NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE STUCK STAYING BACK AND WATCHING THEM GET HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN-
Until that day comes where you snap ....
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I'm SCARED for her ...

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She is going to mess with her head again, and in the end there is a chance of her getting hurt again.

So what do I do?

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Either I am still dreaming or for once dreams do become reality :)

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Today is my birthday and the one person I was hoping would say Happy Birthday to me first in person did! Well actually over the phone, but it's ok because she had an excuse; it wasn't my birthday yet and she had to be home before her Dad had her head.

Here is the short story that already made my day and it's only been 3 minutes into my birthday.
:)

Well first off you should know I had my first day of College on Wednesday; it went ... well. Anyways when I came home from work on Thursday my Best Friend came over to tell me something important about her crush that she had to tell me in person. She then hung out with me until her crush aka her "Date" was ready to go to dinner with her so they could chill for a couple hours. By the time her crush was ready the snow had began to come down hard and her little car is not so safe for that weather, so I told her to take my truck instead; it's got four-wheel drive. Plus I knew that maybe I'd have a chance to see her in person at exactly midnight on my birthday and see if she would realize it's my birthday. Though she had to make it home before midnight so her Dad wouldn't have her head and oh course I knew she would just make it on the dot. So I didn't get the Happy Birthday in person but as soon as she walked into the door she called me at 12:03am and said "Happy Birthday Bud! Sorry I am two minutes late." It made me get this great big smile on my face, and the fact that she said Bud and not Best Friend or Krystal just made it ten times better. Oh and then around 12:20 my brother walks into my room, crakes his knuckles, gives my 19 punches on my right shoulder, say Happy Birthday and just walks away.

I love my Family and Friends.

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To Write Love on Her Arms <3
 

(This is a shout out to my Best Friend <3)

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I am starting all over, fresh and clean.

Hoping to fix a mess that needs to be unstained.

I messed up so bad it took what felt like forever,

just to get the flashbacks washed out of my brain.

I tried each and everyday to understand what went wrong inside of me.

What made me snap like that on the one true person I promised myself I never would.

Now slowly the stain is washing away and our true friendship is showing beneath it.



Though I still need to be careful, I really messed this one up.

For them to actually forgive me I am more grateful then they will ever know.



I just wish I could go back in time to erase that whole ten seconds of my big mouth speaking out.

And instead just wash it away with soap.

Then at least my big mouth would not be able to talk.

My daddy always told me not to talk with my mouth full.
It's very impolite and rude.

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Has it ever killed you inside to hear someone hurt your Best Friend so bad that it physically killed them inside.

Have you ever hated someone just because they hurt your Best Friend, even if that someone was your friend.

Did you ever just want to walk right up to there front door, look them straight in the eyes and tell them off.

Have you ever been in any of these situtations above?

Well I am going through all of those right now.

And the worst part of all of that isnt even all of the above its whats hidden between the lines. That one person ... that one person that caused all that and oh boy, so much more, is the one person who your Best Friend is in love with and you cant do anything about. Because if you even said or did a single thing to this person you would lose your Best Friend Forever.
 

And its not even like that would stop all the pain your Best Friend is experiencing, it would only make things worse and your Best Friend would still be in love with the person who caused all the pain.

In the end, all that would be accomplished is you losing your Best Friend. Your Best Friends heart being torn apart to soon be mended again for the billionth time. And a friendship broken apart that may never go back, all over that one person.

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