BringMySoulToHell*

And I've been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see
And I have come so far
Thought I was so strong
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie, for too long
I never thought this would be me
But now I'm on the verge of self-destruction
How could this happen to me?
I've never been the type to run from anything
Run from anything
So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
My father didn't raise me to become this
Where did I go wrong?
There is not much left of me
I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
There is not much left of me
I've let everyone around me down
And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle just to block out the sound
God I need you now
~Memphis May Fire
~~Vices
 

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]

You build up hope
But failure's all you've ever known

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when 
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter