she's beautiful in her
simple little ways.
she don't have too much to say when she get's mad.
she understands, she don't let go of anything.
even when the pain gets really bad. i guess i should've been more like
that. we had it all, for a pretty
little while. & someone you made
me smile when i was sad. you took a chance on a bruised
& beaten heart & then you realized what you had. i
guess i
should've been more like that. i should've held on to
my
pride. i should've have never let you lied. i guess you
deserved. i guess i
should been more like her.
she was precious like a flower. she grew
wild & wild but innocent. a perfect prayer in a desperate
hour. she was everything beautiful &
different. stupid boy. she let
her soul & heart right in your hands. you stole her every
dream & you crushed her plans. she never knew she had a
choice & thats what happens when the only voice she hears is
telling her she can't. stupid boy.
compare my body looks to the
magazines, dont know why everybody's buying into the scene.
so i'm going to drive down the boulevard, not caring who has the
fastest car. tone down the
make up and the noise, cause what's inside will bring the
boys.
i
dont want to be like you
you're
too perfect. too perfect. & i dont want to feel you're
shoes
because it's not worth it. don't feel the mold. i am to
real. too '
colorful to conceal. imperfect is the new
perfect.
if he
loves you, he loves you
not.
call him closer,
be a doll. he gives you just a taste but you want it all.
but if we're all inside your wounded soul. then he's never ever,
gonna let you go.
if he loves you, set your heart on fire. i hate to be the one to
tell you he's a liar. __♥
13 & I got a relaxer, I
was a source of so much laughter
At 15 when it all broke
off.
18 when I went all
natural
February 2002, I did what I
had to do. Because it was time to change & become the person I
am inside. 97 dreadlocks all gone. I
looked in the mirror for the first time & said
silly of me, devoted so
much time. to find you unfaithful boy.
night's i couldnt sleep, ugh. you let the sun beat you home.
i asked myself over and over again what am i doing wrong?
what does she have over me? baby why you doing me like this?
why you acting like i'm not work -ish.
You make me wanna ride pass your house, bust down your doors
and slap your chick. Just to show you that I'm not having this.
what she do to maek you love her? Is it real or forever?
whatever, i'm so over it.