Chickengoodt

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Joined: July 27, 2009
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I want to be better.
It's just so hard.

Quotes by Chickengoodt

actions speak louder than words.
she's beautiful in her simple little ways.
she don't have too much to say when she get's mad.
she understands, she don't let go of anything.
even when the pain gets really bad.

i guess i should've been more like that.
we had it all, for a pretty little while. & someone you made
me smile when i was sad. you took a chance on a bruised
& beaten heart & then you realized what you had. i guess i
should've been more like that.
i should've held on to my
pride. i should've have never let you lied. i guess you deserved.

i guess i should been more like her.
she was precious like a flower.
she grew wild & wild but innocent. a perfect prayer in a desperate hour. she was everything beautiful & different.
stupid boy.
she let her soul & heart right in your hands. you stole her every dream & you crushed her plans. she never knew she had a choice & thats what happens when the only voice she hears is telling her she can't.
stupid boy.



compare my body looks to the magazines, dont know why everybody's buying into the scene.
so i'm going to drive down the boulevard, not caring who has the fastest car. tone down the
make up and the noise, cause what's inside will bring the boys.

i dont want to be like you


you're too perfect. too perfect. & i dont want to feel you're shoes
because it's not worth it. don't feel the mold. i am to real. too '
colorful to conceal. imperfect is the new perfect.

if he loves you, he loves you not.
                                   call him closer, be a doll. he gives you just a taste but you want it all.
but if we're all inside your wounded soul. then he's never ever, gonna let you go.
if he loves you, set your heart on fire. i hate to be the one to tell you he's a liar. __
 
stop talking that
blah blah blah.
Little girl with the press & curls.

Age 8 I got a jury curl.

13 & I got a relaxer, I was a source of so much laughter

At 15 when it all broke off.

18 when I went all natural

February 2002, I did what I had to do. Because it was time to change & become the person I am inside.

97 dreadlocks all gone. I looked in the mirror for the first time & said

I am not my hair

Wasting my time thinking about you. You aint ever going to change.
The smell of your skin, lingers on me now. Fairtytails don't always have a happy ending, do they?

silly of me, devoted so much time. to find you unfaithful boy.
night's i couldnt sleep, ugh. you let the sun beat you home.
i asked myself over and over again what am i doing wrong?
what does she have over me? baby why you doing me like this?
why you acting like i'm not work -ish.
You make me wanna ride pass your house, bust down your doors
and slap your chick. Just to show you that I'm not having this.
what she do to maek you love her? Is it real or forever?
whatever, i'm so over it.