ChloeGontier

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ticket to a night all alone,
anda front row seat righT 

UBY THPHONE.

NOT MINE< 3


LOVE
 is a feeling you cannot describe with words.
if you can't explain it, chances are, it's love.

nmf
 


no girl deserves to be an option.
 


should nevehave
 set my hopes too high, you let me down & I knew you would.

Dear Hot Hips,
We go through phases, phases of hate, love,
ignorance, anger, brokenhearted-ness
and worst of all
mistrust. It hurts to know you will never trust me as
you did before but at the same time, our friendship
is like a cycle and we always come back to each other.
When times are tough and I've lost everything with
other friends or just haven't got any support, I know
you'll always be there. You're my safety net, to catch
me when I fall. I enjoy being around you, mostly
because your an amazing friend and partly to study
you. The way you think and feel is absolutely
fascinating to me and a miniscule part of me also likes 
being around you just to see your reactions to
everything and to see how easy to manipulate you
are.
Of course I never do this with your serious
feelings
but some of your opinions and jugdements
are a bit harsh and I like to soften them up a little,
anyways lets move on. Everyone always wonders why
you are so angry, upset or bitchy, and I know these
are just your ways of coping with everything. They
assume you have no problems, but I know otherwise.
Times are hard for you at the moment and have been
for a while now, but I will always try to be here for
you.
You have problems you just choose not to let
anyone know. I dont know why but you've had your
heart broken so many times it hurts to look at it,
because those shards of shattered heart look so sharp.
You know, that boy will come, he will sweep you off
your feet but for now just wait, and don't give your
heart away to every admirer you get, because soon
the right guy will come and it will be more work for
him putting your heart back together again, so don't
get your heart broken by all the wrong guys, keep it
for that one. You constantly make me laugh and smile
when I'm down, you hug me when you see I'm upset
and you never ask questions, you just sit there, comfort
me but at the same time you leave me be. I feel
comfortable when I'm around you. I like that,
so thankyou.
Love you so much,
We'll be back together soon.
Dear Baby Blushh,
You're my rock, we've been through so much together
and over these years you've been my only constant.
We haven't had "fights", we've had differences in
opinions and small disputes which seem small in
comparison to the amount of times you've made me
laugh. I couldn't think of a reasonable way to let you
know, I just wanted you to realise there was something
wrong. You soon realised, a lot sooner than most
others and questioned me about it, we both know
I hate being asked things which I can't answer. I
couldn't answer any of your inquiries so I screamed,
cried, shouted and basically had a tantrum at you
,
thinking you would be like the others and just walk
away
at the end. Instead you stood strong the whole
time. You stayed and I will never forget, nor be able to
thank you for just being there after I had attacked you
time after time. I never wanted to upset you, I only
wanted some attention, or some thought or care to be
mine. I know it's stupid but I felt, and sometimes feel
like your forgetting me. You worry about me, as does
every other person I know, but you do it in a way that
scares me. You never let me know, and never show
that your afraid, so how am I supposed to know when
to tell you everythings fine. You're beautiful, make me
laugh constantly and you care, maybe too much but I
suppose there's not such thing. Keep caring because
I care about you too.
Love you so much,
Please forgive me
.
Dear Bubblegum Babe,
I really love you, just so that you know, I've never
really had a best friend but you're the closest I've
got. I used to tell you everything because I thought
that's what bestfriends were supposed to do, but
obviously not. I didn't realise until recently that you
never wanted to talk because I seemed like I was
constantly complaining and whining. I just thought
that since you were the only person I could trust that
it was okay for me to just load everything off onto
your little shoulders. I shouldn't of ever put so much
pressure on you. I should've been open with everyone,
but we both know thats never going to happen.
You couldn't take the pressure I know, but I didn't
help you with your problems either, which are twice
the size of mine. I went by oblivious to the fact that you
had problems and when you tried to tell me I never
picked it up. I will try from now on to ask you, but you
won't tell.
I've lost my chance, I lost it the day I lost my
way and decided not to ask you how you felt. Well,
now I know you were'nt and are not alright at all, you
are just acting strong because you need to, but if you
knew how much I could help and how much I would
do for you you wouldn't need to be strong, I would do
that all for you
. You are an inspiration to me. I know I
might be mean, selfish, cruel and lazy, and yes, you
might get the back lash of my temper but just know I
never ever mean it. I never want to hurt you and from
now on I will work on my attitude and think about my
actions before I do anything.
Love you so much,
Please dont leave me
.




Dear You,
I never wanted to hurt you, I really never meant
to, I would never do it on purpose because I really
cared about you. I mean I really care about you still,
and I know it doesn't sound very convincing but
I'm still here. Just not in the way you want me to be.
I was with you because i was holding on to my old
feelings and I know I shouldnt have. Of course I still had
and do still have that special place for you in my heart,
it's just it wasn't working, it never worked because
too many people were getting involved and it wasn't our relationship, 
it was treated like it was everyones' relationship.
 I couldn't handle the teasing and the jokes, even though
they were just light hearted, it all got to me in the end.
I made some mistakes and didn't say what I was thinking
when I should've let you in. The last reason
or excuse I'm going to give is that I'm bad at relationships,
I'm better off single, then I can't hurt anyone and
also noone can hurt me. It's so much simpler that way,
no strings attached, no emotions and no heart to be broken.
Sadly I broke yours, and it will take time for that to heal,
I'm so sorry. I hope we can be friends after some time,
and in reply to your last words to me,
 I love you toomore than you will ever know.


 all mine



the people you love are ghosts

inside of you, and like this you keep them alive.

I'm not good at relationships,
I always manage to find the flaws
sometimes in others
but mostly my own.
I foretell the
ending
then go and create the cause,
save myself
then
end up alone.


//.mine