Dear
You,
I never wanted to hurt you, I really never meant
to, I would never do it on purpose because I really
cared about you. I mean I really care about you
still,
and I know it doesn't sound very convincing but
I'm still here. Just not in the way you
want me to be.
I was with you because i was holding on to my old
feelings and I know I shouldnt have. Of course I still
had
and do still have that special place for you in my
heart,
it's just it wasn't working, it never worked
because
too many people were getting involved and it wasn't
our relationship,
it was treated like it was everyones'
relationship.
I couldn't handle the teasing and the jokes, even
though
they were just light hearted, it all got to me in the
end.
I made some mistakes and didn't say what I was thinking
when I should've let you in. The last reason
or excuse I'm going to give is that I'm bad at
relationships,
I'm better off single, then I can't hurt
anyone and
also noone can hurt me. It's so much simpler that
way,
no strings attached, no emotions and
no heart to be broken.
Sadly I broke yours, and it will take time for that to heal,
I'm so sorry. I hope we can be friends after some
time,
and in reply to your last words to me,
I love you too, more than you
will ever know.
all mine