Chrisssy63

Well, there's those that do
And those that just do talkin'
We're all going through Hell
It's burn or keep on walkin'

Happy birthday, Grammy. I love and miss you so much. <3 I hope you're proud of who I am, and the choices I've made.

I needed help, and no one, not one person, not even people on Witty helped me.  I made a quote asking for help.  But it wasn't "pretty" so I bet everyone just went on by it. I guess I have to help myself before it's too late.  Thanks world.

Dear, Connor
         This is the second year you weren't here with me on Valentines Day.  I miss getting the same gifts from you year after year.  You were my best friend.  You saved my life, you know.  I just wish I could have saved your's.  But don't worry, my boyfriend treats me perfectly. I love him with all of my heart, and I know you would be proud of me for finally choosing a good guy.  I really miss you with all my heart, Connor. I just wish you could still be here for me.  For everyone. I know I'll see you again, but I know it's going to be a long wait, and it hurts my heart to think about it. I hope Heaven is all it's cracked up to be.  I love you, forever. <3

-Me

Please, please, please help me. There's this kid. He's my boyfriend's really close friend, and we talk ALL the time.  We don't really like each other, at all, not even as friends.  He said today he hates his life and he prays every night that he dies.  He is scaring me because I can't lose him.  Even though we dislike each other greatly, he's helped me through so much.  What can I do to help him? ):

"I fell in love for the first time in my life, oh that's something that just don't happen twice." -Kenny Chesney <3

You can take all of your lies and broken promises and shove them up your butt.

You said you'd always be there for me when I need you.  Now that I need you, you're running in the opposite direction.

"Actions speak louder than words."  ..  That saying has never been more true.

My mom brought home a tub of cookie dough, and she thinks she's making cookies with it.

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El oh el, she's so funny. <3

January 19th, 2012 marks the one year anniversary since my very best friend committed suicide. I was too stupid to help him like I should've.  I knew he was hurting, and I helped him, but after I moved, we were so far away.  That's no excuse. I should've been there for him.  And I wasn't.  I just wanted to let you all know.  I might have failed with him, but I promise I won't fail with anyone else.  If ANY of you EVER need to talk, you can talk to me, about ANYTHING.