i dont want to feel ugly
anymore.
i
don't want to wake up in the morning and look in the mirror
just to find another revolting reflection . i don't want to
have to change seven times because i look unattractive in half of
my clothes . i don't want to be afraid to wear a bikini anymore
. i don't want to worry about if i ran out of makeup because if
i didn't wear any, i'd look disgusting . i don't want
the need to constantly look in the mirror, not out of vain , but to
make sure i think i'm at least decent looking and not ugly
like i know i really am . i don't want to question whether
i should eat that day or not because it might help me drop a
pound . i want to be beautiful . i want to be naturally attractive
and have a gorgeous body . i want to wake up and feel confident
that i'm pretty . i hate having this body , but i hate having
this low self confidence of mine even more
.