You allways get so upset when I
stay in my room, When im on my computer for a long time. And
whenever you give me those looks you do when you open my door to
find me sitting with my computer, they make me feel like your
ashamed of me. Like your not proud of me... I feel as if you dont
love me as much as my brother. Im not good at sports...Im not
exactly good at anything. I feel like I'm not the person you
want me to be, and it crushes me. I want to be who you want me to
be...But I just can't. Ive told you I've felt like this
before, sort've, And you said you didnt feel that way...But its
obvious you do. Im just...not good enough, I guess. ._.
20 ♥'s and I'll tell
him everything I just said.