ConfessionsOfABrokenGirl

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One hour.
I'm sneaking out of my house.
Finding a bridge somewhere.
And jumping off.

Just wanted to tell you alll you're gorgeous,
thanks for following me.



Bye. xoxo.

My boyfriend does this thing,
when I have to leave && I say I love you,
he kisses his thumb and does the 'call me' type hand thing,
and put his thumb under his chin.
He says he made it up,
and its his way of saying I love you.
No f/ucking clue why.
but I think it's f/ucking adorable.

My little sister is somewhat anorexic.
&+ if she gets skinnier she might have to
go to the hospital and be tube fed for a few months.
I'm scared that she'll get skinnier.
But there's this little sliver of me that's jealous,
of how skinny she is.

I think I just lost control.
I lost control of who I should be.
I can't handle the demons inside.
They eat me alive.

fave for confessions?

Eat until you feel you'll throw up,
cry; a lot,
throw a teddy bear,
kick a laundry basket,
scream; as loud as possible,
draw something in black,
cut up paper with scissors,
eat some more,
listen to 'Drop The World' a few times,
go for a walk, when you think you're dying; keep going,
try on a sh*tload of clothes,
try to skateboard,
throw a tennis ball off your house,
throw water balloons out a window,
write a poem or song,
buy something fancy,
dye your hair,
b*tch out an ex,
cry on someone's shoulder,
let someone hug you,
cuddle with a blanket,

Don't be afraid to breakdown every once in a while.