ConfessionsOfAFailedSuicide

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This would be my second witty acount; considering I already have one on here, except, this account? Well, this account is private. No one is going to know who I am on this account; because I have things I to say, and I don't want people to know who I am. If you really wanna know who I am? just comment below or something .
That's pretty much it; so, like , yeah ..

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[I wanna hate]



{every part of you in me.}

 

(B u t I c a n ' t h a t e)
//the ones who made me\\

 


Suicide
Is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.



She paints a pretty picture,


But the picture hasa twist.
The knife is her paint brush,
And the canvas is her wrist.
She used to be happy, I swear, it's true.
But after a while, do you understand what words can do?
They made her smiles turn to frowns,
And turned her laughter to sobs.
Little did they see, that the words did their job.
They claimed their word were harmless; not meant to hurt a fly,
Too bad they hadn't noticed that they made this girl cry.
On her last night she ran home knowng exactly what to do,
She got outa piece of paper, and started two write... "This one's for you."
"I don't know what I did to deserve this awful names I get called,
SO I figured I'd make it easy, and end this, once and for all.
Bythe time you read this, I'll already be hung,
letting the world know what this society has done."
She used to paint pretty pictures,
Pictures with a twist.
But the pictures ended at her grave,
To let you know that society did this.

*mine, please don't steal.

 



I've stopped.

Ever since summer began, I really haven't been eating. 
I'm fat. wanna know how I know? My own dad told me that I was fat. My mom told my I had 'Thunder Thighs'. I've never felt so unloved.. so unwanted, so neglected. every time I look in the mirror now, i can tell my face is sunken in, just that much more. It's so noticeable, but no one seems to care. So, why should I?


 





I am so freaking done....


I could end everything now, and just not give a crap. I'm sorry I let you down. I'm not perfect..




 
(OneDirection)


[>>STOP MY BREATHING<<]
//AND SLIT MY THROAT,\\
 (I.m.u.s.t.b.e.e.m.o.)
 
 
 

Fires ablaze within my eyes,
//A smile concealing all my lies,\\
SCREAMING, b e g g i n g , c.a.l.l.i.n.g. o.u.t.,
[A final, frantic, desperate, shout.
]

Scarlet tears drip from each vein,
((A vehement covet to end this pain,))
T h i s s i l v e r b l a d e , s t a y s b y m y s i d e ,
B.e.c.a.u.s.e.a.l.l.h.o.p.e.i.n.s.i.d.e.h.a.s.d.i.e.d.


As each day ends, and darkness draws,
The devil toys, with all my flaws,
I'm helpless, alone, a worthless mess,
A broken child, he must address.


I'm tempted when he calls my name,
A way out, an escape, an end to shame,
To make it feel a lot less real,
A deal with the Devil, in blood must I seal.


They'll say I died of suicide,
But no one knows how much they've lied,
//It wasn't a rope, a blade, or pills,\\
That broke my soul, and gave me chills.


I died inside so long before,
To live each day, an endless chore,
Pills could not kill what was already dead,
[A twisted soul, an empty head.
]

>>In darkness I wait, in silence, alone,
Rose-tinted nostalgia, all around me has grown,
I beckon the devil, with the key of self-harm,

And I open the door for him, with the blood of my arm.<<

 

Suicide Hotline-

1-800-273-8255
//Even though it's always too late .\\

 








a SHOT TO KILL THE PAIN,
A pill to drain the shame.
A purge to stop the gain,
A cut to break the vein.
A smoke to ease the crave,
A drink to win the game.
An addiction's an addiction,
BUT IT ALWAYS HURTS THE SAME.

NMQ/NMF



 



I broke a promise;
A huge promise. to the only one I love that loves me back.
I won't tell him. I can't.  I love him; I can't tell him I broke a promise that meant so much to him.
I promised I wouldn't cut; but I did .
I don't want to lose him ...

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