ConfessionsOfAFailedSuicide

i really hope you're okay.
we've talked briefly but still, it's nice to check in..
how are you?

i really hope you're okay.
we've talked briefly but still, it's nice to check in..
how are you?

Hey how have you been?

I'm so sorry sweetheart:( maybe its best for now:( when you get your phone back we're gonna talk every day ok? I promise it'll be like the good old days

where have you been?!

Grounded, stressed, and broken:/

i thought you died or something? phew

So maybe it's best that you guys are distanced a little. What kind of a true relationship could you really have if she hates you. If she hates you she'll do anything to keep you apart

Well, it's official, we can't ever date again :(

Hmph bub I don't know:( why was she going through his texts

Because she hates me.:(

Ok sweetheart please don't panic, things like this happen its part of a relationship. Just wait until things cool off and maybe you can apologize to his parents, but please please don't take it out on yourself because you didn't do anything wrong, I'll always e here for you do please stay strong. When you get your phone back you can call me and we'll talk

But his mom hates me./: the principal knows we're not supposed to be around each other too.:(

Why not?!

Well, I had an interview yesterday, and my parents said he could come, and so did his dad, but his mom said no./: even after she said she wouldn't forbid him from seeing me./: (long story, but I'll tell you that later) so I got really mad and his mom took his phone and started reading all of the rant messages I was sending, and she told my mom, and then sent screenshots of the texts to my dad, and then she went to the school./: and my dad said that I'm done seeing him and we're not allowed to date anymore.:( we have art together and he got a call and they told him that we weren't allowed to sit by each other anymore.:( johnny I'm such a wreck and I can't do this and I just need you.:/

What happened??!

I'm not allowed to see him anymore. :'(

How are you bub? I miss you!:(

Johnny, I need to talk to you, now. :(

i feel you..
you can talk to me if you want

I love your account, I can relate so much.
I hope you're doing better x

I'm really hoping that you're coming online soon because I'm very, very worried about you.
Please be okay. And don't do something that you'll regret. Please don't
Because you are such a beautiful person and worth so, so much.
Please be alright x

I honestly wish that I wasn't okay.. I don't wanna be here anymore, I'm so fed up..... I'm tired of being hurt./: I just wanna die.

Well I'm very glad you're okay. I was so worried about you!
You might not believe it but you deserve to be here right now, and things do get better. It might take time, and it might not be easy, but ten weeks, months, or even ten years from now you're going to be so happy and glad that you made it through this rough time.
And I'm so sorry if people have hurt you. You honestly don't deserve it.
And please, don't leave like that. There are a lot of people who care about you, even though they might not show it, and we'd all be so upset if you ever left. So please don't.
I really care about you and the next time you're having thoughts like that, please come and talk to me. I know you did before this happened, and I'm so sorry for the late reply, but there's not much I can do about the time differences.
But please, don't hurt yourself, or even consider dying. Try and focus on the positives. They might be the smallest or unnoticeable things, but please focus on those little things that make you happy because they really can make a difference. Soak up every happy thing there is and try to escape the darkness. You don't deserve to be there x

Thanks darling, so much. Xoxo

I really hope you're okay.
I'm getting a bit worried about you.
Please do your best to habg in there, you beautiful, beautiful person x

Please don't hurt yourself or anything:( stay strong

Why honey :(

because I just am..... ): it's kind of my mom's fault actually.):

What's the matter? Is it Walter?

No...): im just depressed./:

With what boo:(

Just, everything.):

Yeah?:(