CrashingDownHard

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Hi Okay So I know on most "Normal accounts" people will tell you there name. Well I'm not normal and will therefore not have a normal account. This is not my main account either.All layout creditbelongs to the amazing PaperLung. Finally this Account Will be used for

A: Venting
B: Advice need/or giving
C: When I want to state my opinion without people spamming me with hate
D: Confessions
E: Funny or Disturbing stories

So Have Fun Exploring The Danger Which Is My Mind .

Quotes by CrashingDownHard


Slit your wrist and cut your thighs.  

Fake a smile and dry your eyes.

Hate yourself, hate your life.


Welcome to my world of lies.

 
Making smily faced cuts.... 

Whats wrong with me? 

I Just Cut Myself For The First Time. 
I don't want to be like this. 

I'm okay 
I'm fine
Just tired  

Help. 



Well anyways here's the deal. 

I have a frenemie 

I know it sounds stupid

But n=lately it's more of 

Enemy

I dont want it to be like this 

He put the enemy part in

Not me

Well anyways ussually everytime we talk it starts with him tellin me how much he hates me and how im ugly and worthless

Then we have a normal conversation with witty remarks and sarcasm

but ussualy it got worst 

I couldnt take it anymore

I just wanted to cry 

and never see him again

But yesterday i was walking with him and he said this "You know your so annoying why dont you just kill yourself I hate you so much with every fiber in my being I know I only slightly have a soul but whats in it is filled with a hatred for you its black dark and shrivled, your also really ugly and its not like your even that smart that it's okay you shouldnt be here, kill yourself

I replied with 

"I hate myself too and maybe I'll take you up on that"

He didnt know what to say

I was about to cry so I just ran from him as I left I heard him only a little bit 

all i was able to hear was "oh ummm umm oh"

that never happens

I really confused him

He always has a response

He realized I was serious.

Today I saw him all day

A pleading look in his eyes

but not a word exchanged

I had spent the day tryin my hardest to avoid him

Impossible

Im crying 

I cant believe i let it get this far


Ill talk to him tommorow 

Farwell
 





So This Valentines Day, 
                                      
Was probably one of my favorites. Well for one thing i am infact single but this is why it was great.
1. i got candy from all my friends
2. everyone was really happy
3. my guy friend was like hillarious and really funny and nice
4. we played dodgeball in gym and i nailed my ex in the head :)
5. i set things straight
6. i aced a test
7. my teacher let me and one of my guy friends skip class and like fix a bookshelf (it didnt work)
8. i got to watch my friends and their boyfriends be all romantic 
  

9. i finally freaking won

10. i learned i dont need a valentine to be happy.


 

 

Alejandro by Lady Gaga

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S U I C I D E.. ...Should not exist. But what is a quote going to do? It's going to do a lot. I want a petition to go around of Witty and I want you to repost this quote with your name signed. After I get all of these names, I am going to make a YouTube video of all the Witty Profile names that took out a few minutes to read and repost this quote. Let's show these people how much we care and someday we can put a end to this! stay strong!
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..Love ya'll!
CrashingDownHard


You can look at my face and see a  Smile,

but you can look in my eyes and see im not so happy after all.

 




S Today,
             

 My best guy

friend and I are in like 

5 of the same classes so

we have this one class

where we are aloud to

basically do anything

so we were just

like goofing around

acting stupid and he 

like sits on my lap and

hugs me in like a silly

way but like he held on 

really tight and for

awhile. So like after he 

just like smiled and 

took my hand and

wanted to show me

something but then like 

we couldn't so it was

really awkward. Like 

what does this mean. 


Advice?