I never leave my house unless I look "perfect" that means: i look skinny but never skinny enough, make up on, hair is perfect. I'm never happy with myself anymore. I just want to be that one girl that all the guys think is beautiful and all the girls want to be, but im never going to be that, im just going to be that loud girl in the halls that allways has a smile on her face but nobody knows its fake.
I know nobody will read think because its not pretty but Witty has changed. Everybody just wants to be famous I think its stupid and only the pretty quotes get read not the ones that are dull or have no fancy fount or bright colors and its the ones dull quotes that come from the heart not from jocking. Im leaving because Witty is becoming like socity and its not like it has been. So this is goodbye</3
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i dont care if you dont read this because its not "pretty" but i just need to get things out my mind
so today i was upset because at lunch this dude i sit by knows i dont eat and he said that everybody was changing and another dude said how and then he pointed at me and said she dont eat anymore then he tried to make me eat a fry but i said know and to make matters worse my best friends boyfriend hates me because he sais lets go and i got up and he said " reaghan sit back down nobody wants you to come" i went off and my friend said u need to calm down so after lunch she took me my my crushes class he was in so he could give me a hug but i didnt want one so i was sad the rest of the day