I am so sick and tired of being
second best. Or third best. Or worse. I just want to be
good enough to be someone's one and only BEST FRIEND.
Why can't I ever be good enough? I want to be the one
that someone ALWAYS comes to, adores, and trusts completely. I
want someone who cares about me more than they care about ANYONE
else, and I want to have the same feelings for them. Every time I
see a friends with their best friend, I explode with jealousy.
Because I don't have that. I probably never will. I
just want the feeling of knowing that I'm someone's
favorite. Because right now, I feel pretty
unwanted.
-Sorry, just needed to vent.
:/