I cant say to much, cause if any of my friends ever found this...id be in deep shitt/:
but im a real girl with real problems living in a world where not everyone is real. sometimes it's too hard to be strong.
"You know my name, not my story; remember that" </3
♥JustinDrewBieber♥ because he seems like the only guy who knows how to actually treat a girl.
i am severly heartbroken left with no trust in anyone, especially my friends. i think i might suffer multiple mental health disorders but im to afraid to admit it to anyone.
i'm just a confused and complicated child. get used to it.
Four Songs That Describe My Life:
1. Fifteen by Taylor Swift
2. Dear John by Taylor Swift
3. White Horse by Taylor Swift
4. Just a Dream by Nelly
i love Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, Allstar Weekend, Chris Brown, Nelly, Eminem, Miley Cyrus and more(:
But i hate Kesha...sorry all you kesha fans...but whatever :P
current thoughts: my friends are complete douchebags and i hate them all. -_-
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so whats upp?
but im not sure if m mom will even find outt
im jujst gonnna try and not worry about it
basically, i just dont want anyonre to know, but it'll prolly happen regardless
he's 19 and im 13.
idk what my parents will say.
they probably wont leave me alone, they'll keep asking if im cutting again, keep bugging me about every little thing.
my familys already falling apart as it is, i dont wanna add to itt
but it hurts every time i hear his name and i still cry myself to sleep most nights.
i just cant believe i fell for it, i mean, i never thought it would end up like this!
i was listening to the song Dear John by taylor swift and it reminds me so much of my life right noww /:
my counselour diagnosed me and my best friendd. we took these tests and other stuff and she's gonna talk to us about it on thurs (the day we see her) and she'll probably have to end up telling our parents.
im not sure if that would be a good thing or a bad thing thoughh /:
i havent talked to him in over a month anyways and his phone is out of service for whatever reason, so that makes me happy and upset at the same timee.
and no, my parents know nothing about any of this, they dont know that i have depression or anything. it would only make things worse
well...suree i guess.
it really started over the summer..
i knew this guy, cameron, and well we started talkin on facebook, i got his number, started texting him. anyways i found out he liked me and i was so happy cus i liked him ever since the first time i saw him, a year before that. adnyways we talked, and then he just stopped and i didnt know why. then in december he started to text me again finally. all the same stuff happened again. i got on facebook one day in the end of december after he stopped talkin to me and saw that he had a girlfriend. my friend went through all his old statuses and like every time he stopped talkin to me was when he had a girlfriend. so that hurt.
and then, just a few nights ago i was with some friends who know him (but dont know what happened between me and him) so he came up in the convo and well apperantly hes tried to pull one on a ton of girls. so i was about to explode into tears, but i couldnt let myselff.
and now im wondering if i was just another girl or what /: and on top of that, ive been diagnosed with severe depression and all that crapp /:
its gives you something to almost...motivate you
and well, its about a boy of coursee /: