DIEINGxINSIDExSMILINGxOUTSIDE

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Joined: September 7, 2010
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I cant say to much, cause if any of my friends ever found this...id be in deep shitt/:
but im a real girl with real problems living in a world where not everyone is real. sometimes it's too hard to be strong.
"You know my name, not my story; remember that" </3

JustinDrewBieber because he seems like the only guy who knows how to actually treat a girl.
i am severly heartbroken left with no trust in anyone, especially my friends. i think i might suffer multiple mental health disorders but im to afraid to admit it to anyone.
i'm just a confused and complicated child. get used to it.


Four Songs That Describe My Life:
1. Fifteen by Taylor Swift
2. Dear John by Taylor Swift
3. White Horse by Taylor Swift
4. Just a Dream by Nelly


i love Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, Allstar Weekend, Chris Brown, Nelly, Eminem, Miley Cyrus and more(:
But i hate Kesha...sorry all you kesha fans...but whatever :P

 

current thoughts: my friends are complete douchebags and i hate them all. -_-

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hamana 1 decade ago
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thanks for the follow :)
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carlxo23 1 decade ago
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http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/2744485

please favorite&comment! followed you and everyone else I can! :)
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xxyouarestunning 1 decade ago
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you're welcome!
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xxyouarestunning 1 decade ago
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Hi gorgeous! You deserve to show your beautiful smile every minute of every day! If you ever want to talk about anything, I'm here! :)
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xoeveryonesbeautifulxo 1 decade ago
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You are beautiful! :)
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missauthor123 1 decade ago
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yeah, I guess so...
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missauthor123 1 decade ago
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it doesn`t make me betteer but yeah, that`s what I`m going to do. And too late, bc well I did tell them something, which btw they make fun of me for...
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missauthor123 1 decade ago
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No, I can´t. I can´t stop hanging out with my so called "best friends" because with them I obbsses with JB, with them I can act crazy and not feel bad, and one of them is negihbors with my cruh who goes to a different school, I stop hangin out with her, I stop haning out with him. No way. And I worked so hard to be best friends with them, no one. And besides every single girl in my class is ruled out
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missauthor123 1 decade ago
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I can´t amke new frineds
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missauthor123 1 decade ago
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Thans, and I´ll try. But withg the friend things, I think it would last months, I think it´ll last years... *bits lip*
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missauthor123 1 decade ago
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I´m sorry you´re in the smae situation. Hope it get better with you. And I know that it will get better. But well, my sibilings have been doing that since I was 6, I´m 12 now, and with my "b est friends" it´s been 7 months while it feels like forever. It may be better, but I don´t know if I can take another second
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x3missykrissyx3 1 decade ago
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anytime(: your quotes are amazing!
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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yeahh.
so whats upp?
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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yeahh
but im not sure if m mom will even find outt
im jujst gonnna try and not worry about it
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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my mom would prolly still tell her sisters and then they'd be concernedd.
basically, i just dont want anyonre to know, but it'll prolly happen regardless
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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thats my favorite line too.
he's 19 and im 13.
idk what my parents will say.
they probably wont leave me alone, they'll keep asking if im cutting again, keep bugging me about every little thing.
my familys already falling apart as it is, i dont wanna add to itt
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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yeah thats truee.
but it hurts every time i hear his name and i still cry myself to sleep most nights.
i just cant believe i fell for it, i mean, i never thought it would end up like this!
i was listening to the song Dear John by taylor swift and it reminds me so much of my life right noww /:
my counselour diagnosed me and my best friendd. we took these tests and other stuff and she's gonna talk to us about it on thurs (the day we see her) and she'll probably have to end up telling our parents.
im not sure if that would be a good thing or a bad thing thoughh /:
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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yeahhh /:
i havent talked to him in over a month anyways and his phone is out of service for whatever reason, so that makes me happy and upset at the same timee.
and no, my parents know nothing about any of this, they dont know that i have depression or anything. it would only make things worse
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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awhhh(:
well...suree i guess.
it really started over the summer..
i knew this guy, cameron, and well we started talkin on facebook, i got his number, started texting him. anyways i found out he liked me and i was so happy cus i liked him ever since the first time i saw him, a year before that. adnyways we talked, and then he just stopped and i didnt know why. then in december he started to text me again finally. all the same stuff happened again. i got on facebook one day in the end of december after he stopped talkin to me and saw that he had a girlfriend. my friend went through all his old statuses and like every time he stopped talkin to me was when he had a girlfriend. so that hurt.
and then, just a few nights ago i was with some friends who know him (but dont know what happened between me and him) so he came up in the convo and well apperantly hes tried to pull one on a ton of girls. so i was about to explode into tears, but i couldnt let myselff.
and now im wondering if i was just another girl or what /: and on top of that, ive been diagnosed with severe depression and all that crapp /:
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LoveHisLies 1 decade ago
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well thats stilll good(:
its gives you something to almost...motivate you
and well, its about a boy of coursee /:
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