DaRe2SoAr11

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Hi there(:
If You Really Knew Me You Would Know That:
-My name is Kelsey
-I am 15 years old &in my first year of high school
-Family, Friends, and Soccer come before EVERYTHING
-I do not tolerate two faced people, liars, and backstabbers
-I hate bugs because one day they're going to take over the world....
-Everything I do I give my 110%
-I am an A, B student
-I'm pretty friendly but I am almost always sarcastic
-I feel very strongly about certain things and I can get very emotional
-I used to cut myself, but I'm recovering from that now.  Some days are harder than others...
-I am always here when someone needs to talk because I want to be a therapist/psychiatrist when I am older
-I write poems to get my emotions out


Anything else you need to know?  Just ask!!  :D
Hey!  Im almost always online :D

Quotes by DaRe2SoAr11

I'm going to do what I want to do.  I'm going to be who I really am.  And I am going to figure out what that is.  And we could all sit around and wonder and feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn't do or what they didn't know.  I don't know.  I guess there could always be someone to blame.  It's just different.  Maybe it's good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there.  Because it's okay to feel things.  I was really there.  And that was enough to make me feel infinate.  I feel infinate


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I can't just sit here and listen

ToYou talk about her.

I can't just sit here,
And let you break my heart over& over again

 

nmf
 

 



i can feel it happening:

I am slowly drowning
Slowly falling back into depression
&no one's here to save me

 
nmf
 

I Am Invisible
to You

and when people ask me,
"why are you so weird?"

i never know what to say.

but then i realized.
why would i be like THIS
when i could be like

 

ttthhiiisss??

 



SPARKS FLY

Chapter One
 

"Do you think we're falling apart?"
The question rang through my ears like a thousand drums all being banged at the
exact same time.  I stared blankly into his moss green eyes with my own boring brown ones.  I chewed nervously on my lip, and tried desperately not to cry. 
When I didn't answer him right away he quickly repeated his question.
"Iris, do you think we're falling apart?"
I knew this was a trick question and I knew what he wanted me to say.  "Maybe.... Yes, I think we are.". I heard myself quietly whisper.  Jake, my boyfriend of 2 years has been beating around the bush and trying to find a way to break up with me for the last month.  This, I guess, was what he thought would be the most appropriate way.
"Really?" I stared at him as emotions played across his beautiful face.  It went from shock instantly to relief, poorly masked.  No, actually I didn't think we were, I just said that so he'd be happy.  Truth is, I've been trying to save this relationship.
"Okay, well I guess the best thing for us right now is to take a break.   Ok, Iris?  I don't want to hurt you, but if it's not working-"
"Jake, it's okay.  I know you're not happy with me.  Please just spare me the embarrassment and go home.". I held open the door for him, ushering him out before I broke down.
"Thanks babe, I knew you'd understand.  You're always straight forward and logical, not like other girls and that's why I love you.". He planted a kiss on my cheek, grabbed his coat, then rushed out the door.  I watched as his messy brown head walk away from me and everything we had.  A single tear rolled down my cheek as I watched him walk down the hallway and turn the corner without  even a glance back in my direction.
"Then why are you leaving?". I mumbled as I slowly closed my door.
 

 


Sorry, it's a bit slow in the beginning.  Let me know what you think(:

 

Format Credit: LayoutMixx♥


 

 


 

 

Hey!  I finally got a job!
I'm pretty sure prostitution is illegal....


...I was talking about babysitting.  -___-
Oh, is that what they call it these days?

 

...................
(;

 

nmf


Putting your Ipod on

shuffle& singing to yourself...



 
" EVERYDAY IM

SHUFFLIN' "


NMF

 


The other day my boyfriend took my knife so I wouldn't cut myself anymore.
He said he knew it wasn't exactly going to stop me from doing it, but it was at least worth a try.  He plans to throw them into the nearest body of water.  He told me that every time I hurt myself, it hurt him and he hated seeing the scars on my wrists.  One time he actually cried in front of me when he saw them.  I haven't cut myself since he took them; I guess it's because no matter how much I want to hurt myself, I just don't want to hurt him in the process.  I know nobody will actually take the time to read this but what he did meant a lot to me.   Tyler, I love you. ♥ 
 

 if you're still reading this, I love you ♥ 
 

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