DamnRightItsJulia

Here I am, this is me,

and I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be. Are you shocked? Are you mad, that your missing out on who I really am. Now it looks like the jokes on you, because the girl that you thought you knew, shes so gone.

Here I am, this is me,

and I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be. Are you shocked? Are you mad, that your missing out on who I really am. Now it looks like the jokes on you, because the girl that you thought you knew, shes so gone.

There's one thing I hate about you,
you make me love you.

This love is 
is worth fighting for.

We're standing alone,
in a crowded room and we're not speaking.

Having an amazing dream, 
then waking up and thinking "ugh, welcome back to reality."

Promise me?
Next time you go to pick up that razor, you'll put it right back down, and realize you belong here.
Promise me?
Next time you go to stick your finger down your throat, you'll stop and realize, your perfect the way you are.
Promise me? 
The next time you try to starve yourself, you'll stop and eat something. Because your better then that.
Promise me?
The next time you have suicidal thoughts, about to commit to them. You will talk to someone. Anyone you trust, just talk to them about it. And realize this is only the beginning, it gets better in time. It always does. You have over a million reasons to be here.
Promise me?
You will stay strong. Get through it in the best possible way. Not self - harm yourself in any way. You're strong. You don't deserve the pain. You are beautiful, you are perfect in your own way. You are loved, you are meant to be here. You don't need this. You don't deserve this. It will get better in time. You have a million reasons to be here. This is only the beginning. You have a great life ahead of you, why end it here?
Promise me? Like I promise you, It will get better in time.

"I don't know why everyone hates me. I mean, I guess I do. Because, I'm starting to hate myself too."

-Cyberbully.

I'm living,
but I don't feel alive.

Thinking about the old memories 

bring back smiles, but also tears.