Dark_Thinker

Status: Do you give a damn???
Joined: December 16, 2014
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: September 9
user id: 388553
Location: some where you probably won't find out
Gender: F
Sometimes its just that you need to let go, coz, holding on will just make it slip away...

Quotes by Dark_Thinker

Holding onto the blade in my hand,
My conciousness slips away like sand...
Holding onto our last relation thread
I start losing my breath...
Holding onto the pain,
I let myself slip in vain...
Holding onto your memories
I let me end in misery...
Holding onto your smiles,
I let myself get dragged away through distant miles...
I feel the numbness,
Ending my distress,
As I watch my blood
Become one with the mud.....
The wind was blowing over us,
Cold and bone chilling...
We stood there,
Just staring at each other...
The wind blew my hair,
Covering a fraction of my face,
Hiding my emotions from him.
Neither of us moved,
We just stood there,
Challenging the other to speak first...
Waiting to hear the other's voice.
Our emotions hung in the air,
Waiting to be confessed and then explode...
Time passed slowly,
And then we turned our backs to each other,
Making our way in the opposite directions...
And those words that needed to be spoken and heard,
They just remained unsopken and unheard...
Sometimes running away from your emotions is the best way to stop yourself from getting hurt...
But eventually its the coward's way out.


Every night I cry myself to sleep
All the time I get I weep
You hurt me so deep
I still let the pain seep
I feel my heart crack
My body in sobs wrack
 
I wanna feel your presence
Your touch’s essence
Your words mesmerizing me
Your arms beside me
Holding me close
 
You were my drug
An addiction I should have shrugged
You caused nothing but pain
And made me insane
And now you left me alone
To lick my wounds
And with a lesson
To trust no one around
We are far from miles
Even though we are close
Now its thorns
Before it used to be a bed of rose
Once;
Between us; everything was shared
And today; we don’t even care.
Once;
On seeing you; my heart missed a beat
And now; love has taken a back seat.
Once;
You were everything to me,
But now;
You are nothing but a distant memory
Once;
I was nothing but happy
And today; no word describes my life better than ‘crappy’
Once;
You were my most prized possession
And today; death seems more enticing an option
Once;
My life love seemed
And today;
My world in darkness deemed
Once;
You were the key to my happiness
And now; you are the biggest reason for my sadness
Once;
I thought that it would be our happy ending,
But today, I know our ending is a start to my new beginning
With every breath I take,
 I feel the heart break,
Coursing through my veins,
As in your words, my being drains.
 
I feel every piece of my heart sink,
As the guttural heartbreak I drink.
Every ounce of my rationality ceases to think,
As I become one of those who passes by in a blink.
 
I turn around
Continuing to go round and round
Trying to relive each of your memory
But just ending up in misery.
 
Reliving each moment,
I feel my shattered heart’s movement,
As it thuds rapidly in my chest,
Crying over the lost dreams of our future’s nest.
A single smile,
A distance of a mile,
A cascading tear,
A dreadful fear,
A dying hope,
A fear to cope,
A search for light,
A losing fight,
A beg for mercy,
No show of curtsey,
A bed of thorn,
The fear gripping on,
A feat to achieve,
Long gone the trace of mischief,
The innocence lost,
The death; a host,
A shallow breath,
One last threat,
The heart; a hollow,
In self pity we wallow,
A skipped heartbeat,
A grim smile, facing defeat,
The courage seeping,
Loved ones weeping,
A final farewell,
In grief hearts dwell.
 
Me the fire
Darkness my desire
Touch me
I’ll let my flames
Burn you down to ashes
On me you play your games
And you’ll lose with burns and rashes
My arrogance, my pride
My ego’s on a high ride
Red I see
When anyone drowns me
I roar and growl
And win every brawl
Mess with me
And I’ll kill you enemy
Coz I show no mercy
The most Heart Touching Words come from a Broken Heart...
At times you make me wonder,
If you did everything to just make me surrender,
And let you have,
A piece of my love,
Which I never gave,
To anyone or anything,
Just kept it safe,
In my heart,
Afraid to lose it or get hurt,
But you 
came along,
Showed me you were truthful and strong,
And would keep it safe and protect it from all wrong,
But in the end,
I just turned out to be,
Someone who was to used and thrown away,
Just like a discarded rag,
On whom you claimed your rights to brag,
Wthout caring about the turmoil I endured,
As death was what I allured