DearMatthew

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Hi guys (: 
I made this account to write letters to my boyfriend, while he's away for baseball.
Basically, we don't get to talk alot, so i decided to write it all down here.
It may get ratherr personal, but i know you wittians don't mind (:
I love all you beautiful people <3 xoxo
-abadabadoo80

 

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Quotes by DearMatthew

Dear Matthew, 

I'm so sorry.
So so sorry.
I never meant to put you through this.
My dad told me that, if I don't break up with you, he will make my life hell.
But, he can do whatever he wants to.
Nothing in this world will ever make me let you go.
I suppose this means we must be secretive. 
I told you that you don't have to stay with me.
I know how stressed out you are, with everything.
I don't want to add to it.
I've been crying for about 5hrs.
Nothing hurts me more than the thought of you leaving me.
I had a nightmare, last night.
You had just decided to leave me, with no warning.
I woke up, in the middle of the night, in a panic.
I was crying and screaming.
I then looked through my phone, for a picture of you.
I saw your smiling face, and calmed down. 
I could sleep, after that.
Today has been one of the roughest days I've had in awhile...
Happy 3 months, I guess.
What a wonderful way to celebrate.
I've decided that I want to elope, when I turn 17... 
We've been discussing it, for awhile, and that's what I want.
I'm sick of people trying to tell us what to be. 
We dictate what we do, not anyone else.
Well, I'm off to bed. 
I love you. 
More than you an imagine.

Love, 
Abba <3
Dear Matthew, 

Hello (:
I'm coming home in 2 days!!!!
You'll be at a tournament, for the weekend.
However, I'll get to see you next week (:
I feel like I haven't seen you in forever.
It's been... 2 weeks?
I guess that's not too long, but it feels like it.
I'm watching Robot Chicken.
I've never seen it before...
It's f*cking hysterical.
I hope we can talk, later...
I really like the song "Vanilla Twilight" by Owl City.
It's fantastic.
Candace was thinking that you, me, her, and her man should go to the canal.
Maybe when I get back, sometime?
I thought it was a cool idea.
The movie "Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter" seems a bit...
Far fetched.
They really expect the president to hunt vampires?
Whatever.
Ohmygod.
There was just cartoon cannibalism, on this show.
Turning it off.
Ahhh that freaks me out so much.
It's weird that I LOVE twilight, but I'm super scared of cannibals.
Speaking of which, we should go see the new twilight movie, when it comes out.
Haha just kidding, I wont force you to see it.
Unless you want to.
I just realized something.
Since I left, you've been working out everyday, and I haven't.
You're gonna be all hot, and I've probably gained like 100lbs hahaha.
Oh well, I'll lose it, when I'm at SCA.
My friend keeps texting me, and I keep hoping it's you.
My computer totally messed up, last night.
I managed to save this though haha.
I'm really sorry about everything that happened last night.
You shouldn't have go through that again.
I'm kind of thrown off by it.
Whatever happens, I'm here.
Every step of the way.
I love you.

-Abba <3
Dear Matthew, 

Hi baby (:
I'm watching Family Guy.
You probably think I watch way too much tv.
I don't, it's just the only time I'm on my computer haha.
This show is soo funny.
One of my favorite movies is coming on, in an hour (:
I've been listening to that B.o.B song, since you told me about it.
I miss you so much...
I sure hope you're in town, that day I'll be back... 
We might not see eachother, til July 17th.
In that case, we can celebrate your birthday.
Anything special you want?
Let me know, darling.
I'm watching the Father's Day episode of Chelsea Lately.
It's so adorable, and funny (:
This guy's got his teenage son, on his lap. hahaha.
Everyone else's kids are babies.
We need to have a scary movie marathon. 
Ok? Ok.
These kids are so cute! (:
I want cuddle time ):
I miss how soft your skin is...
You're perfection.
I miss your voice.
How wonderfully the words "i love you" float off of your tounge. 
I cannot wait to be back in your strong arms.
That's where I belong, love.
I keep listening to the messages you sent me, over and over.
Your voice makes me so much more calm...
You make me feel safe.
Like I'm invincible.
Well, I'm gonna go.
You are my world.
I love you soooo much.

-Abba <3
Dear Matthew, 

Hello (:
I'm watching a biography on Justin Bieber.
Not willingly, I cannot find the remote.
It's terrible. 
I found the remote! 
Now I'm watching LA Ink. 
This is one of my favorite shows.
I loveee tattoos.
I keep dozing off.
I'm sooo tired.
Probably because we were up all night haha.
I hate Humane Society commercials...
They're so sad and depressing ):
I should probably be getting ready to leave, but I don't wanna haha.
You're at baseball practice, now...
I'm about to leave, to help out with VBS.
I love you more than the air that I breathe.
I'm forever yours.

-Abba <3
Dear Matthew, 

Hi (:
I'm glad we got to talk more, today.
I'm currently watching "Drop Dead Diva" haha.
That show about the lawyers, that I'm obsessed with? 
Yeah. That one. 
Anddd this episode has Kim Kardashian in it, so I'm super obsessed.
Some commercials are just really weird... 
And make no sense.
It's raining, here.
I like the sound of thunder, it calms me down.
Proactive is so dumb...
Tomorrow, I have to help out my uncle, with Vacation Bible School...
Probably not the best idea, to let me talk to kids about religion. haha.
I've been thinking alot about our conversation about confidence...
You're right, darling.
As of now, I'm going to try my very best to be more confident.
However, I may need a bit of reassurance, from time to time.
I know that you'll always be there, to help me (:
I want my (our) daughter to be a dancer.
I'm watching this show called "Dance Moms" and these kids are amazing.
I wish my mom would've pushed me to do something like that.
I'm sooo excited for Showchoir Camp!
And I'm glad to be rooming with Candace, because I miss her alot.
How much do you wanna bet that she'll end up tattooing me? hahaha.
I'm not excited to see _______ there, though... 
Oh well, sh*t happens.
I'll be fine, don't worry (:
But, before I leave for camp, I need to see you. 
It'll probably be the 6th, because I think I leave the 7th...
I'm not completely sure, though.
My back hurts, and I have no clue why.
It's because my boobs are heavy... haha.
I have a cute dress, for tomorrow, that I haven't shown you yet.
I think you'll like it (:
My grandpa's Canadian juice that he gets me is addicting.
Well, I'm going to watch my show.
I'll write more, later.
I love you soooo much! 

- Abba <3
Dear Matthew, 

We were supposed to have a skype date, tonight.
You promised me that you'd call, when you got back to the hotel.
I told you to prepare yourself for how bad i looked.
I say things like that, just to hear you tell me otherwise.
Sure, it's pathetic, but everyone wants to hear someone call them beautiful.
The way you say it makes me melt.
I took a shower, did my makeup, fixed my hair, and put a cute top on.
Not that it matters, to you.
I just wanted to feel more confident.
For three hours, I waited for the call that never came.
Then, i got a text from you that said "night. love you."
Really?
I wait patiently for you, all day, and that's all I get?
Once again, I come in second, next to baseball.
You have practice at 6am tomorrow morning, and I'm going to wake up, to wish you good morning.
With the time difference, it'll be 7 here.
I told my grandma to wake me up early.
I think you have another tournament tomorrow, but I honestly don't have a clue.
I hate not knowing what's going on, with you.
Perhaps this is what i need, to make me more patient.
Honestly, I'm about to go insane.
By the way, Katy Perry looks better with curly hair.
Just thought I'd throw that out there.
My grandma keeps asking me about you, and how you're doing.
I'm currently stalking the sh*t out of your facebook.
That's what I do, when I miss you.
I just need to hear your voice.
I'm on the phone with my mom.
She's telling me how much she misses me.
I haven't told you this, because you've never given me the time:
My dad went to therapy, on Tuesday. 
I told him that I'm not coming home, until he goes a couple more times, at least. 
It didn't really help him too much, cuz he's been drunk every night since.
But, I mean, at least he tried... right?
I'm going to the zoo tomorrow.
You didn't know that either.
I feel like you've been missing so much of my life, recently.
I guess that's why I started writing this.
My sister is doing alot better, with the surgery and such.
Her eyes are healing well, and they don't really hurt her anymore.
She skyped me, to show me her dog bite.
She kept laughing and saying how she didn't want to lift up her shirt,
Because she didn't want pictures of her boobs on the internet. hahaha.
Everytime I look at my phone, she says
"Let me guess, you're texting Matthew?!"
She told me you're her favorite, of all my friends that she's met.
Well, as far as guys go.
Her ultimate favorite is probably Devyn.
They have a play date planned, for sometime this summer. lmfao.
Well, I'm off to bed. 
I love you so much.
To the point of where I wait by the phone, even though I know you're asleep.
I wish I could talk to you.
I hope your day goes well.

-Abba <3
Dear Matthew,

We've been apart for what seems like forever.
What I'd give to be falling asleep on your chest, tonight.
I miss being able to feel your heartbeat.
Ever since your travel season started, we haven't spoke much.
I suppose that means your team is doing well...
I've never fully understood it.
Thankfully, you don't love me for my knowledge of baseball.
I feel like you keep blowing me off, even though i know that's not the case.
I can't help it, though.
I hope you're having fun, in Chicago. 
I really wish I could be there, with you.
Maybe if you weren't so technologically disabled, you could skype me. haha.
Either way, i still love you more than life itself.
You've taught me how to carry on, and I cannot thank you enough, for that.
I respect you, past the point of comprehension.
Perhaps I'm just a silly little girl, but you make me feel like so much more.
To you, I am the world.
With you, I am safe.
I can't face the world, without you.
You are my best friend.
With you, I'm home.
And I don't want to be lost anymore.
I love you, I love you, I love you.

-Abba <3