Deja_blah_blah

Status: Comfort Food <3
Joined: February 15, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: December 8
user id: 153230
Location: Madtown, ME
My name is Deja, I'm fourteen&& living in a small town.
I laugh alot about dumb little thing, I'm also very clumsy.
I like to play sports..but I fail at them and fall on my face.
I absolutly love my nephews, and little brother. If it wasn't for them I probably would have commited suicide a long time ago.
I'm a very 'happy' cheery person, but to be honest it's all an act. I really smile so no one asks what's wrong. I'm really fighting back the tears.
Made alot of mistakes,but I learned from them. Now I'm trying to change.

 
About Me

Quotes by Deja_blah_blah

Some nights I just want to cry.

Other nights, I just do.


In case you didn't know,
I
love
you
You make me so crazy.
I know what people say
 just puppy love but I know..
it's love.


>>Not my font<<

So close to
just giving up.
so close.





& yet another night of crying myself to sleep cause no matter what I do..nothing is ever good enough.



 

One day isn't love!

How can you say you love someone when you've only dated  one day?
True love doesn't happen in one day. If you don't genuinly love someone then don't say you do. When you say those words to someone you should take it seriously. There's a big difference between love and like.  When you say you love someone and you really don't, you're making a mockery of 'I love you.' The words I love you are used just as much as the word Hi.

Love isn't a toy.








Everything was



Perfect




why did I have to let my insecurities get in the way

why did I have to go back to my old ways

why couldn't I just accept you're not like the rest

why do I always mess things up

why can't I just accept that he likes me..for me

why can't' I see that he is not using me

why do I always do this

why did I have to push him away

why do I always f/uck things up

why can't I accept that he's perfect?



why can't I just stop..


being me?





 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I love how
almost all stories,
use 1D names.

 
 


When someone tells me
that they like me.

All I can think is why.
There's nothing special about me.
If there was a room full of girls I wouldn't be the one to be noticed.
I’m not the best person out there.
There are far better looking,
smarter girls out there,
and someone who doesn't have all these insecurities,
all these girls, but they like me?
I don’t get it and sometimes I think they're just joking.
how can they like me, when I don't like myself?


I'd tell you how I feel but then again, I don't feel like losing you.

I know I said just friends..

But i changed my mind, I wanna be more.