Demonicangel31

Status: Still breathing!
Joined: February 24, 2013
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 351326
Location: Earth
Gender: M
Half angel, half demon, everything else is details...

I say stuff, give advice if asked, and whatever else I decide to do. I'm not picky .

Quotes by Demonicangel31

"Help. Me", he whispered. He didn't mean to whisper but there was too much pain in his heart to cry out for life's mercy. The Fiats are cruel to any man clinging to life, still looking for a reason to live it. "Please. Someone. Anyone. Please help me." His whispers became more and more faint, almost as if he couldn't keep down the blood that he was trying to swallow. No one was there for him (as always). It seemed as if whenever he wanted someone they were there, yet whenever he NEEDED them, he was alone. Poor, cruel fiat. "Please", and still with no reply, tears of red began to roll down his face and splash onto the ivory floor...
I am sorry I have failed you. I am sorry I broke my promises. But most of all, I am sorry that I have to suffer for you and everyone and never say a word.
I never needed to say this before, but I am in so much pain! I have been silent about it for the past year and I need a way out of it! Please just make it end! I need my life back! The stress I have to carry for my friends, my family, for the woman I love and my own problems; and now I am finally breaking down! I feel so alone and I can't stand it any more! Someone help me!
I see the sun shining in the sky, people around me being happy and I have every reason to be happy. Yet my heart feels like it is being swallowed by darkness and over-run by fear and anger. Why? I have no reason to be this way. Perhaps it is because I have hurt so many and helped so few, or that I have been so self centered and cared not for anyone but those I felt were like me; alone, unloved, unwanted and need somewhere to go. I help who ever I can and yet I hurt so many more. I hate myself for this, and for the fact that no matter how much I try to make things right things get worse. I want only one thing: forgiveness for what I have done, the pain I have caused, the hearts I have broken and the horrible things I have yet to do in life. I deserve no forgiveness and know that I will not be. I feel my heart growing colder but to all those I have hurt I will absorb all your emotional pain, after all I am the reason for most of it...
You: "Are you okay?"

Me: "I'm always fine."

My thoughts: "Just make the pain go away..."
Dear Moon,

Here I am again; writing to you with the vain hope to hear your dazzling voice. I am crying out to you night after night and now you turn away from me or is the earth turning me away from you? I need you to fall from the sky and land in me, that my embrace will warm you. Is it too much to ask for just one chance to see your shinning face again? I have seen you smile before and I need to see it again. I pray that my pain from loneliness either kills me or drives me in to madness so deep that the pain is almost nonexistent! I try to find comfort all the time and look to embracing  the shore, which all but pushes me back. I am alone. I know that you feel the same way so why not be together? We can live as one and it could just be us! Or maybe you are too afraid of me; the power I have to destroy and kill but I have the ability to give life as well! Please turn around, I miss you...

Lost and alone,
-Ocean
Dear Moon,

I saw you last night when the clouds finally granted me the chance to bask in your shimmering beauty. Your stunning glow in the night makes me think how warm it must be to hold you or to brush my hand upon your silver glow. My shores may reach from the tundra to the tropics, yet no matter how warm my surface may be I am still cold at the core of my being. That glow that makes you shine must be the warm feeling of love that I long to have! It has been so long since I last caught the meteor you sent to me and I hope to recieve another one from you soon! I am sorry that I cannot send you anything in return. There was a couple in Spain, last night, that walked along my shores and looked up at you with a look of wonder and awh. I was looking to you along with them and they sang to each other; words of sweet love and romance! Words that I hope one day I may recite to you. I know the stars tell you to leave me, to cast yourself out of orbit and leave me forever. If so then I understand; this was a dream that was not ment to be. I wonderous dream in which we could be together. I will insted look up into the sky and lie to myself that it is just too cloudy to see you but you're there, and let the pain in my heart swell with pain to the point that I no longer care to exist, where I no longer care to gentle or where I just stay silent, in waiting, until I can see you again. 

The one who will love you until the end of time,

-Ocean.
Give up if you so choose; but know that if you do you will never know victory. Give up now then, if you so choose... and taste the bitterness of defeat. You will never know the feel, the taste or the power that victory provides! Follow your desire to fight, satisfy your hunger for success, quench your thirst for victory and know that when this your day of glory!
I like being random...
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