it's ok, I promise that it will get better, trust me, I've been there. And I meant no, because youre not a horrible person, and your life isn't for nothing. You have EVERYTHING to live for. I know things are hard right now, but you have to trust yourself and help yourself get through. I know your stronger then this, and I know you'll be okay, just believe in yourself.
noo...it will be okay..did you strt cutting again.? It will be okay just have faith in yourself. God doesn't give you problems that he thinks you cant handle. Trust yourself to make the right decisions from now on