DirectionerTillTheEnd

Alexithymia   


difficutly describing feelings to other  

people 

I'm really jealous of girls with cute
laughs because it's probably such a turn off
when a guy tells a joke and I start 
making seal noises 

Do you ever wanna sit next to
someone and listen to everything 
they could possibly say
about anything because you like 
their face and their voice and their 
general existence 
 

You know what totally sucks

when you realize that you like
somebody way more than they like 
you and if it's in a totally 
platonic way it still makes you feel
awful because you're probably just
annoying them and how often you
think of them is probably more than
creepy   

but you know what sucks totally
more 

when you realize this is your 
relationship with pretty
much everyone

I think too hard and 

over analyze everything, 

and as a result,

I create these problems in my head

that don't even exist 

what do you do if the same person who
fixed your heart was the same person who broke it?

Missing someone who doesn't miss you back in return is probably one of the worst feelings anyone can feel.

The first person you think of in the morning, or last person you think of at night, is either the cause of your happiness or your pain.

Finding out that your crush has a crush on you >  
Too bad that never happens to me..

You know how I feel but you'll never understand it