You can say sorry a million times,
say I love you as much as you want, whenever
you want. But if you're not going to
prove the things you say are
true, then don't say anything at all.
Because if you cant show it,
your words don't mean a thing.
I want you to realize what you
have lost. I want you to realize what you have taken for granted.
I want you to realize I was there for you and that I have given
you all my attention and love. I want you to feel that a part of
you was lost when I tried to distance myself from you. I want you
to realize that you don't want to completely lose me, that
you want me to come back. I want you to realize
"No one dares to even near her
Though many do peek
But many do not know that
In loneliness, love she seeks
She shows herself for him to see
He calls that he's in need
She's suprised that he doesn't show
The fear from others she's come to know
She poured out her love to him
She gave him all she had
And never could he repay her
For letting him love again"
Yesterday I was with my friends. A song came on and I said "I
feel like I've heard this before.." They gave me weird looks
because I would usually never listen to the type of music. Then
one of my friends said "You have it's his favorite song. I
remember you telling me about the conversation you had and he
made you listen to all of the songs he liked. You said you would
if he ran around the mall singing One Direction so you could take
a video or told his parents that he was gay." And I remembered
how we went from texting everyday to everyweek to fighting every
other week and then to not talking at all..
And I realized that..
I really miss him..