She never told him how she really felt. She never knew how
to express her emotions into words. People called them the
perfect two, and no one expected him to run away. Of course, he
got scared of commitment, and left her. She cried for almost 1
year straight. Then he came back. She couldn’t believe it.
He was back. And this time he was ready, or so he said, to settle
down. Of course, to him, this meant to talk for about a month,
and then leave again.
During that 1 year she had changed. A lot. No one really knew
what was different, but there was certainly something that had
changed. Anyone could tell her looks were different. Her long
brown hair was soon all chopped off. That was his favorite thing
about her. So she had to get rid of it.
Next thing to change was her personality. She grew to block out
everyone and tend to herself and herself only. The only person
she wanted to talk to was him, but he was gone. No one exactly
knew WHY he left, but they all knew he wasn’t coming back.
Or so they thought.
But he did come back. And with a grand entrance too... He stole
her heart away with his voice, and locked it up. She knew not to
trust him, but what was she supposed to do? He was the only one
she could pour her heart out to, and tell everything to. Sure,
she had he best friend, but that just wasn’t
enough.
In time, her days were a routine. Wake up, text him, go to
school, and text him until she fell asleep. She had given up
everything for him. A friendship, a boyfriend, and much more. She
didn’t care who she was around him, because she thought he
loved her.
But what it love? Can anyone answer that? No. No one can explain
love. We use this word and take it for granted. We only say it to
get what we want. Including him. He said it to get what he
wanted, and he almost got it, but he didn’t. She finally
figured him out. He wasn’t in love with her… she was
in love with him.
She was a fool for love, and he ripped her right in half. But he
left. And he took her heart, but she is slowly getting it back.
She I overcoming her battles with him, and learning to let him go
… just like he let her go.
That girl is me.
That boy is Jake Taylor.
I am letting you go, Goodbye, forever.
I will miss you so much . I don't
know what I did to you to deserve thsi kind of treatment , but I
will get through this on my own . They say two is better than one
, but I don't think it's true in this occasion . Every
day is the same . I try to find my way , and I do is hurt myself
and break my heart more . I really need to just move on , and be
happy with someone else . I try to do that , but you always come
back . And May 6th is coming up .
Remember that day ? No .. probably not . That's the day i
became the luckiest girl in the world , excpet it was 2011 . I
wanna go back to 2011 , but I can't . That's my one wish
. I want to go back in time , and be safe in your warm arms .
No . Stop Faith , Put your hands up in surrended . Back off
of these feelings . Piece yourself back together tiny bit by bit
. He can't hurt you anymore . He has to much already . One
more scar , and who knows what state your mind will be in .
You can't go on living with this big weight on your shoulders
. Let him go , but do it slowly .
If you go to fast , things won't go good .
I love you <3