DreamOfParadise913

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Joined: June 1, 2012
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user id: 304715

 

About this girl ♥

Why hello there, you dazzling person. I'm McKensie, but you can call me Kens or Kensie. This is like the 4th time I've changed my layout, but y'know, vutever.
If I were you, I'd tap that sexy follow button up there, and I'll do the same to yours.c;
That creature up there with the brown hair is me. Yeah, so I'm 13 gonna turn 14 on July 19th. EEEEEE! I can't wait. I try to be nice to everyone, but some people just deserve a slap in the face. With a metal bat. 10 TIMES.
If yu talk lyk disss, I'll sm@ck yu.
I'm really shy, but once you get to know me, I'M THE COOLEST PERSON...EVER. No, I'm actually a loser and I'm lonely. I talk to my stuffed animals. I have no friends. I'M NOT CRAZY, I'M SPECIAL!
The only things that are really there for me is music, track, skateboarding, lacrosse and my sister. I know you just read that and thought "WOAH, SHE SKATEBOARDS?!" Well, I do. I just started because everyone at my school is skatboarding, and I have to admit..BEST. THING. EVER. I love my sister so much even though she can be a pain the ascot sometimes. 
I decided to make a Witty because A) my sister kept saying that it's the most amazing site ever, but she doesn't go on it that much anymore. B) I need to vent, cause my life is so complicated right now. C) I love meeting new people and D) I have no life. 
So, I'm sorry to dissapoint you, but I'm taken. LOL, no. I'm a hopleless romantic, and I'm forever alone, but that's okay cause I have my stuffed animals and Charlie the Unicorn! Haha, watch me live alone with a bunch of cats. 
I'm always here if you wanna vent, be friends, or you just wanna talk. I hope to make more in the future. c: But I'm extremely socially awkward so...
That 70s Show, FRIENDS, Full House, Family Matters, Spongebob, Sister, Sister, Sabrina the Teenage Witch, and other old shows. I'm a old timer. :b
Uh, let's see. My favorite artists are Maroon 5, Cher Lloyd, All Time Low, The Fray, Train, Paramore, Avril Lavigne, Breath Carolina, Drake, Eminem, Gym Class Heroes, Fun., Jason Mraz, Coldplay, Neon Trees, and other people I'm too lazy to list.
I just figured that I'd tell you my story, just so you know me. 
At 8 years old, my father started to physically abuse me. I don't know why, but whether he was drunk or not, he'd always hit me. I never told anyone. Not even my older sister, or my mom. My little brother was only 7 at the time, and I knew he wouldn't understand. It went on for 3 years, until my little brother came home from school one day and saw it happening. From the look on his face, I knew he was traumatized. He tried to help me, and he tried to call the police. But my dad stopped him and punched him. Multiple times. He went into a concussion and had a mental problem for that day foward. My mom soon found out, and she tried to leave him. He wouldn't let her. He began to abuse me, my pregnat mother, and my older sister. My little brother commited suicide at 10 years old because of bullying for his mental problem and my dad. He couldn't stand to see my father beating up all three of us. My father walked out on us, said that we were "worthless pieces of trash that don't deserve his time." Months after he left, we began to go into poverty. We barely had any money for food. My mom slipped into a depression. This was a scary thing for me at 11. My sister was 16, and she had to get a job. After, I guess you could say a miracle happened. My little brother was born. But that made things harder for us. We had no money to take care of him. My mom was thinking of giving him up for adoption. My older sister and I wouldn't let her. My sister worked 3 jobs. I made extra money by doing things around the neighborhood. After about 6 months, we had enough money to pay the bills, buy food and take care of our little brother. My mom got remarried, and he's a great guy, but I still flinch when he touches me.
But then things began to take a toll again. 
I started to get bullied at school because my "friend" told everyone that I was abused and about my little brother. They still bully me to this day. I tried almost a hundred times to tell my mom, but she was always busy with something, so I gave up. One day, I came home. Took a razor, and just slid it against my wrist. It hurt. But I figured it'd make the pain go away. And kinda did. The bullying began to get worse. I got beat up by a group of girls once while walking home. They called me fat, and every other worse name you could think of. . So I became anorexic.
Then came John. I thought he was perfect. He asked me out, and I said yes. We dated for almost a year. Then one day, he said something that still plays in my mind. "I think we should break up. You're too clingy, and annoying. You're not half as pretty as the other girls in the school. I mean, at least wear cover up or something. You're a freak. You were beat up by your dad and your little brother is dead. I honestly don't want a girl with that kind of baggage behind her. We're done." Pretty nice, huh? He broke my heart. Literally. So I've had a pretty f*cked up life. But I'm always there for other people when no one else is there for me. 
So, that's my story. If you read that, you're the smexiest landshark in all of Wonderland. c:
If you're like John, and think I'm a burden; well, bye. 
Family//Music//One Direction//Josh Hutcherson//Pretty Little Liars//Landsharks//Narwhals//Unicorns//Comfy Sweatpatns//Cuddling//HoldingHands//Flippy Hair//Stuffed Animals//Skateboarding//Lacrosse//Track//Bracelets//Beach//Summer//The Notebook//Chocolate//Ice Cream//Everything Else That I Love.
I dare you to get to know me. I. DARE. YOU.
You're beautiful. Okay? K.
Peace to the middle east.
~Kensie~
 

Gracieeee c; //  Lukas♥ // Sage :p // Saige ^_^ // Jess(:
^^^^
These people, my best friends. I love them with all my heart and if you hurt them, be prepared to wake up with a unicorn horn in your neck.

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Quotes by DreamOfParadise913




I think I'afraid
to be happy, because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens.
~Charlie Brown



When I'm older,
 and my kids ask me who my first love  is, I don't want to pull out an old photo album.
I want to be able to point across the room and say



"He's sitting over there."



juswan
someone who won't bullsh*t me.

                                               ~Josh Hutcherson




I don't know what scares me more,
that you'll never start loving me or I'll never stop loving you.

Teacher: So class, we all know there is no real definition of love, but what is yours?
Class: ...
Guy That's Usually Quiet: *raises hand* To me, love is complicated, but it's something real. It's when you see someone as they are and what they are, no matter what's wrong with them. It's when you see someone as completely perfect, even though they may have a billion imperfections. It's when you can't get that one person off your mind, no matter how hard you try. It's when even the slightest thing they say or do, changes you completely. And it's when you can't give up on them, even though you know that they've  already given up on you. Love is the glue that holds the world together, in my opinion.

True story.


 




Care too little, 
                                                              you loose them.



  Care too much,
                                                            you get hurt.


don'understand
why goodbyes even exist.





In life,
we all have an unspeakable secret,
an irreversible regret,
an unreachable dream,
& an unforgettable love.
 




& every time ,

she laughs,  
and hopes he's watching, so that maybe, just maybe, he'll fall for her smile like she fell for his.
 format: flipthatemohair





Let's play "heads or tails."
Heads: You're mine.
Tails: I'm yours.


Game?