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Last Seen: 9 years
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Eliza Grace
November 12
Long Island, NY

She's strong
because she knows what it's like to be weak.

She keeps her guard up
because she knows what it's like to cry herself to sleep.
Disorder Your Score
Major Depression: Moderate
Dysthymia: Moderate
Bipolar Disorder: Extremely High
Cyclothymia: High
Seasonal Affective Disorder: Extremely High
Postpartum Depression: N/A
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My parents are divorcing.
I have to move out of my home.
My brother's been arrested and his probation is almost over.
My next-door neighbor had the living crap beaten out of her a week ago and wasn't even recognizable.
My dad's friend was just killed by a van hitting her.
My dog had a dislocated hip which is now wrapped up. I hope he'll be able to walk when they take th bandage off.
School starts in two weeks and I've barely done any of my extensive and challenging assignment.
I haven't started packing at all and I have to be out by the time school starts.
I've gained quite a few pounds recently.
I feel uglier than ever.
The loneliness is coming back.
Im afraid no one will like me anymore.
I have flea bites on my legs and ankles that hurt like hell.
And today, to top it off, my grandmother called me "fatso" as a joke.

I just don't see how it can get much worse.
1-crushing on: No one
2-best girl friends: Mel, Kait, Kristi, Kelce
3-best guy friends: Chris, CJ, Brian, Jake, Marc
4- last person called: I butt dialed Allie
5-last person commented to: Kyra prob idk
6- last person hugged: Dad I guess
7-favorite drink: Cream Soda
8- favorite color: Green
9- someone who makes you smile: All those people I said up there^
10-last person you texted: Theresa
11-someone who makes you laugh: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
12-favorite song: Mr Brightside by The Killers
13-someone you've known the longest: Brian
14-favorite band: The Killers and All-American Rejects and Maroon 5 and Coldplay and 1D
15-favorite store: Forever 21
16-girl you can trust with anything: Mel
17-boy you can trust with anything: Brian & Chris
18-someone you miss: Pop-Pop
19-middle name: Grace
20. what your doing now: Missing my grandfather whom I love very much and wishing he could still be with me.

[] I am shorter than 5'4".
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I wear glasses sometimes.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away at home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I wanna have kids someday.
[x] I want to adopt someday.

[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at school/work.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more than one class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my school.

[x] I've slipped out a 'lol' in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney Movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in the doctor's office with a friend.
[x] I had a serious injury.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[] I have/had asthma.

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response.
[x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't.
[x] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut out others when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

put your music player on shuffle:
a. Press forward for each question.
b. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
c. No cheating.

1. How am I feeling today?
White Horse

2. Where will I get married?
Double Dutch Bus

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
That Was Then

4. What is highschool like?
Just Wanna Be With You

5. What is the best thing that happened to me?
Start Of Something New

6. How is today going to be?
Part Of Me

7. What is in store for this weekend?
King of Anything

8. What song describes my parents?
Never Underestimate A Girl

9. How is my life going?
California King Bed

10. What song will they played at my funeral?
Live Like We're Dying

11. How does the world see me?

12. What do my friends really think of me?

13. Does someone absolutely love me?
Gold Digger

14. How can i make myself happy?
Already Gone

15. What should I do with my life?

17. What is some good advice?
I'm Waiting

19. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Oops! I Did It Again

20. What type of men do you like?
Talking To the Moon

21. Will you get married?
Let Me Sign

22. What should I do with my love life?
My Shoes

23. Where will you live?
I'll Stand By You

24. What will your dying words be?
Haven't Met You Yet

Which member of One Direction are you most like?

Harry Styles:
[x] you have curly hair
[x] you're cheeky and flirty
[] you have dimples
[] you have a British accent
[] you talk slowly
[x] you're the youngest of your friends
[x] you love white Converse
[] your favorite food is tacos
[x] you have green eyes
[x] you're under 6ft
[x] you love wearing blazers
[] you have a great voice

Louis Tomlinson:
[] you have straight hair
[x] you love to wear stripes
[] you love pants that end above the ankle
[] you own at least 1 pair of Toms
[] you have blue eyes
[] you have a British accent
[] you're the oldest of your friends
[x] you're sassy, outgoing and crazy
[x] you love to sing
[] you love people who eat carrots

Zayn Malik:
[] you have amazing eyelashes
[] you have black or dark brown hair
[x] you can be very quiet
[] you're mysterious and the 'badboy/badgirl' of your group
[x] you have piercings
[] you're the 'devil' of your friends
[x] you love varsity jackets
[x] you have great fashion senses
[] you have a catch phrase
[] you hate dancing
[] you're vain
[] you use hair products
[x] you like to rap
[] you like to sing solos

Liam Payne:
[] you change your hairstyle constantly
[x] you've had your hair straight and curly before
[x] you're sweet as can be
[x] you work hard to make people happy
[] you love to be on Twitter and do twitcams
[x] you love wearing plaid
[x] you can pull off a closed or open-mouthed smile
[] you have a signature dance move
[x] you love Disney films
[x] you love singing
[] you have a British accent
[x] you're like the 'father/mother' of your friends
[x] you take care of the people you love

Niall Horan:
[] you have amazing hair
[] you have an Irish accent
[] you bleach or dye your hair
[x] you're a hat person
[x] you have rosy red cheeks
[x] you love sneakers
[x] you LOVE to eat food
[x] you like guitars
[x] you're funny/like funny people
[] you have blue eyes
[] you have/have had braces
[]you like to eat sweets for breakfast
[] you hate Disney films
[x] you can do an Irish jig
[x] you love Liam
[x] you love to sing

Time started: 11:22
Gender: Female
Birthday: Nov 12
Siblings: 1 brother
Eye color: Green
Shoe size: 8
Height: Around 5'4"
What are you wearing: AENY shirt, Abercrombie sweats
Where do you live: Temporary residence
Righty or lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now: Yes
Who are your closest friends: Mel and CJ
Best place for a date? Movie
Where is your fav place to shop: Forever 21, Savers
Favorite kind of plant? Roses
Fave Color? Black, blue, green
Fave Number: 7
Fave Boys Name: Jonah
Fave Girls Name: Hollis
Fave Sport: Volleyball
Fave Month: April
Movies: Rom-Com, Comedies, Horror, Action
Juice: None
Icecream: Cookie Dough
Breakfast food: Bagels
Favorite cartoon character: Anybody from a Disney-Pixar movie
Given anyone a bath: No
Smoked: No
Made yourself throw-up: No
Gone skinny dipping: No
Eaten a dog: No
Put your tongue on a frozen pole? Yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes
Broken a bone? No
Played truth or dare: Yes
Been in a physical fight: Yes
Been in a police car: No
Been on a plane: Yes
Come close to dying: Yes
Been in a sauna: No
Been in a hot tub: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Cried in school: Yes
Fell off your chair: Yes
Wait for someone's phone call all night: Yes
Saved AIM/Yahoo conversations: Yes
Saved e-mails: Yes
Fallen for one of your best guy friends: Yes
Made out with JUST a friend?: No
Used someone: Yes
Whats your good luck charm?: St Louis keychain
Best song you ever heard: Mr Brightside
What's your bedroom like: As of today, tidy.
Last thing you said: "Both"
What is beside you? A table and a pillow pet
Last thing you ate: Lemon italian ice
What kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: Found out I'm moving, got dumped by the only boy I've ever loved, found out my parents are separating (found that out today)
Chicken Pox: No
Sore Throat: Yes
Stitches: Yes
Broken nose: No
Do You Believe in love at first sight: Yes
Like school: Yes
What schools have you gone to: Medford, South Ocean, now High School
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000. dollars: Never
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Mel and Brian and CJ
Who was the last person that called you: Dad
What makes you laugh the most? Humor
What makes you smile? My friends
Last Person you yelled at: Angrily? Probably Alex
Told you that they love you: Mel
Is your loudest friend: Chris maybe
Do you like filling these out? Yeah
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Glasses
Do you like yourself: Yes
Do you get along with your family: Yes
Stolen anything over $50: No
What are you listening to right now? Friends on tv
What did you do yesterday: With CJ and Chris
Got any awards:Yes
What car do you wish to have: One that runs
Where do you want to get married: Wherever I'm happy
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: Laziness
Good driver: Don't know yet. Did pretty well on the go-karts today
Good Singer: No
Have a lava lamp: No
How many remote controls are in your house:14
Double jointed: No
What do you dream about: Lately, Alex and only Alex
Last time you showered: Last night
Last time you took a bath: Months ago
Scary or happy movies: Depends
Chocolate or white chocolate: Choc
Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: RB
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Neither
Vanilla or chocolate: Always depends
Summer or winter: Summer. But I'd rather be cold than hot
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: Set
Sprite or 7up: Sprite
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Coffee or tea: Coffee
Phone or in person: Person
Indoor or outdoor: Out
End Time: 12:08