EMilY4MORGAN

Would you just leave me alone,
Give me some time to my own,
All you do it tear me apart,
Talking about her breaks my heart,
Why cant you see that i have more to offer then her,
Why did you tell me you loved me,
When you really dont,
Why did you say things,
That were never really true,
Now everything thing you do,
brings me down to me knees,
im begging you please,
take me as i am,
I want you to love me again,
Tell me that you want to be with me,
I never want to be free,
I Dont care if i cant flirt,
Or if i can do a few things that i wanna do here and there,
I just want you to care,
Give me another chance,
I can be so much more,
Id change for you

i hate that i love you
i hate that i care
i hate that i spend my nights wishing you were here
i hate all your girlfriends and even you ex's
because your just like every other guy "whos next"
and i hate it when you say you love me
cause i know you dont and it breaks my heart
i hate it when you look at me,
i hate it when you cross my mind,
i hate it when our song comes on
or when i think about a good time we had
i hate you, i hate her
i hate me for doing what i did
i hate everything..

why is it all of a sudden,
everything that use to make me happy
now makes me sad?
everything i use to be against,
now im with?

Why can i just go through out the day
without you passing my way,
or put you in the past
and pretend like its ok

Why is my heart still holding on,
when i know now that forever your gone?

what do i get to help me through the sleepless nights
what do i have to hold when no ones there to hold me tight?
what do i see, cause seeing yous the only thing that could get me through this

dont tell me how life is
cause i dont really want to know
dont tell me how this game ends
cause we'll just see how it goes

dont tell me what do think
cause i dont care this time
dont tell me what you believe
cause you wont be there
to catch me when i fall

theres more to him
then most people cant see
he's not "goth" like they say
but no one takes the time to get
to know people these days
to look behind their faces and clothes
to see the real them

everything you say,every word of it, cuts me to the bone
theres no one here to talk to when the pains making me numb

im a little cold,
ive got a broken soul,
& theres no one to talk to
when im dying inside
my hearts bruised, broken
sometimes i cry so hard
its gets hard to breath
and every step i take
gets harder to make
your words are like the blades,
that like to form,
the bloody rivers everyone seems to hate