Don't
worry.
He'll miss you. He screwed up
& you did absolutely nothing wrong. He failed. He's not
smart enough. If he was
smart, he would have realized what he was saying goodbye to. But
he didn't, & now he's gone. Don't call him
telling him you miss him. Don't even call him just to hear
his voice and hang up. Don't do it. You don't miss him,
you miss what you used to be. Right now you're waiting for
someone to prove to you that you don't need him. I promise
that person is right around the corner, but you have to let go of
him & his bullcrap first. He'll be back one day, it will
be HIM calling you telling you he misses you every night.
He'll have his friends ask you if you still care about him.
It'll be your turn to just say, screw you. You had me and you
messed it all up. For now, find every reason to be happy without
him. Don't message him, don't comment him, don't talk
to him in the hallways. Just smile at him,
and remind him that he let go
of the perfect
girl.