I wanted to let everyone
know..
Anthony isn't going to make
it.
Lastnight, he was coughing up a lot of blood, he completely lost
his voice, he can't move at all, he can barely open his eyes.
He was doing so well too..Ugh.
Well, I know a lot of people are probably like
"Um, if her brother is dying, why is she on witty,
hmm?"
Well, picky readers, I'm not seeing him til 7:30, so I always
come on here when I'm upset , and need to vent. Plus, I know
how close some of you were to Anthony, so that's why I was
letting everyone know..
Anthony's doctor was talking to my mom in private today
saying that Anthony is just too damaged up, puking blood is not
good obviously at all, and that today is his last day..I
don't understand it though, but I guess doctors just always
know when it's their time to go.
Which is why I'm staying the night at the hospital, and just
not even bothering to go to school til next wednesday..
This is for you Anthony.
You'll always, always, always be in our hearts <3
You were the best brother ever, and I know you'll be in a
better place. Instead of suffering down on earth.
I love you so much, baby brother , and I will never forget you,
not the tiniest bit </3 I'm really going to miss you..you
were so strong<3
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So, as most of you know, yes, my
brother Anthony is in the hospital for recently being in a bad
car crash, and the doctors keep saying he's possibly not
going to make it..and he's really suicidal right now..
But today, when I went to visit him, he was laying in his bed and
he could barely even keep his eyes open. I asked him why he was
so tired and he said he was up all night, I asked him from what?
And he said writing a new song. He's been writing songs for a
while now, and his songs really inspire me. But anyway..
A little girl came into his room and she was holding her
mom's hand.
Her mom asked her what she was doing and she said she wanted to
say hi to Anthony.
She walked over to him and looked sad and asked him what was
wrong.
He told her how he was in an accident, and he's in a lot of
pain.
She said "I know, my mommy said she's heard about you
before in here and that you were wanting to die. That's what
I hear a lot..but you know what, when you think that you
want to die, take Dory's advice and
Just Keep Swimming
"
This girl was I'm pretty sure like 6 years old.
And this made him smile so much.
It was so cute..
Oh my god..
Anthony unplugged his machine in the hospital
today..the machine that was keeping him alive. Thank god the
nurse got to him in time. I spent an hour talking to him about
why he unplugged it. His exact words were
"I just can't take this pain anymore..I want to get out.
And suicide is the only way."
I started crying cause I don't want him to try killing
himself again.
I thought maybe all the comments on witty would get suicide out
of his mind, but It's really upsetting it hasn't..he does
thank everyone though.
Please guys, I don't want him to kill himself, or try it, or
even think about it again..
leave a comment on his witty if you want
'CantTouchAnthony'
Maybe some of the comments will help him a little more..
:|